Asexuality and Twin Flames (TMI Warning)

This topic has been on my mind for a while now, especially since my own twin is due to pop up at anytime. I do have quite the update on that issue, and I'm sure you all are dying to hear about it. However, that will be for the next time.

Anyway, asexual twin flames, asexual twin flame relationship, does it exist I don't know. Every time I hear about twin flames, sex is somehow mesh into it, depending how deep the conversation goes. This puts a bit of the "ugh pressure" on me because I am asexual, meaning that I have no sexual attraction towards people. If you're like "what the hell is that?" then I'll escort you to this asexuality forum where you can get all your answers and even more questions from.

Remember that one post where I talk about meeting my twin flame in a dream? I mention how I wasn't a very romantic girl, and how I wasn't interested in relationships until college. Well, before I knew what asexuality was, that was apart of the reason. In those teen years having partners and such pretty much included sex. Being in high school, that's all I heard about everyday. Even though I didn't know I was asexual, I knew that I didn't want any parts of having sex.

Generally relationships includes sex, we all know that. But in college, really recognizing that I didn't want to have sex in my romantic relationships made things strange. Even going into my only relationship, I didn't know how to express my feelings on the matter or how to adjust the relationship to fit in my preferences. At the end, what really turned me off and made the relationship deteriorate was the ex's sexual feelings.

(TMI WARNING)

I'm debating even mentioning the actual story, but I will anyway. One night, he told me he had a sexual dream about me, then pleasured himself afterwards. That shit blew my mind. I mean, I never told him how I felt about sex, nor did he. Unless you count his cute little story about us making love then pleasuring himself, which is disgusting by the way. Who does that? Way TMI if you ask me.

Anyway, the point is I felt so uneasy around him after that. Solely because he might want to take things to the next level. Even us cuddling (and I love cuddling and affection) made me uncomfortable. I remember clearly pushing him away a few times due to that very fact. The relationship ended with him up and leaving, like up and leaving without telling me at ALL. A hardy "fuck you" to you fine sir. (Yes, I'm still slightly pet peeved about that, it was a douche and cowardly move.)

Even though I was hurt at the time, I knew it was for the VERY best. For reasons I won't go into today. All I can say though is thank you for giving me the greatest gift of all, which is my twin flame. You can keep your nasty sex dreams and depression to yourself too.

After that I vowed when I'm emotionally healed, I wanted to be with the person I came into this world with. About 2 years later my twin flame appeared to me and so far, I like what he's about. I've gotten a lot of intuitive information about him that just slides into place of what I didn't even know I loved. However, in the back of my mind, I always wondered about how my asexuality will fall into place in all this. After learning that I was asexual, I told myself that I'm never having sex nor will I enter a relationship with anyone sexual. I heard about asexuals getting into relationships with sexual people. Even compromising and having sex, but that isn't me. I'm not compromising shit, sex is a deal breaker along with having children.

But what about my twin, will HE be sexual? Will he be asexual? I don't know. What about the twin flame connection and relationship? I heard many times that apparently making love to your twin flame the best thing ever, but I want no parts of that. It suppose to be the major thing that connects twin flames totally. Or something of the sort, I haven't checked my sources in a while haha. No matter how you cut it, sex won't be apart of my next relationship, but what about twin flame asexuality? How does that work? I never even heard about it. Seeing the circumstances and if some crazy lineups happen, I might be in the first one. But till and if that happens, what is an asexual Twin Flame relationship and can it work?

I say it does, for the simple fact that I was born asexual. I'm pretty sure I planed it to be that way as well. Why shouldn't my other half of my soul chose the same? It doesn't make sense for one partner to be asexual and the other sexual. Not to mention I found out about my asexuality well after I met my twin. During which I was learning (and still am) so much about myself. Things I knew that would improve and make our meeting even better.

Intuitively speaking, I never got the feeling he was sexual, quite the opposite. Nor did I get any signs of it either. Honestly, it wouldn't make sense for the universe to push me in that direction when my plan was set in the beginning. And with all the peculiar and wonderful coincidences I've been putting together about us as twin flames, it would be extremely odd for this one issue to suddenly screw it all up. Besides, worst case scenario if he is sexual, I'm sure he'll understand my stance. I can't promise any romantic relationships though. 

Long story short, I guess you can say my curiosity has been plaguing me about this one issue for a long time. I meant to blog about this before but as always, I'm waiting for the right time to do so.

I hope you all enjoyed this. I would love to hear about any twin flame or asexual stories if you have any. One of my major goals is to get more involved with my followers in a more personal way. I enjoy the connection and it enriches my life in this area.

Talk to you all soon!

Januray 21- 27 Reading | The Meeting of Soulmates

This week is the starting gate of soul mates to meet, given that you have the right vibration for this perfect lover to come to you. Also, there will be a lot of lost jobs, important roles and titles but it is the universe showing you the way to what you really want. To make these testing times the best, don't freak out over what's happening but know that something better is coming. Archangel Michael also got our backs in this week and is protecting us in all ways, ask for his help if you need it!

December 17-23 reading | Twin Flames Competition and Dreams

This week is about people wanting to find their twin flames, the competition mindset and how to follow your dreams further. This week is all about looking at yourself in a deeper way for healing. It's about changing the competition mindset to a cooperation one to achieve your dreams. This week is chaotic and is changing people's minds about how the world works. Follow your intuition and dreams to find success in not only this week but the new year ahead!

Connecting With My Twin Flame In My Dream

 I had this dream and written about it in 5/24/2012

I just woke up from this awesome dream

I was napping/resting that day dreaming about being Alice in wonderland. I'm not sure what happened but the daydream became a real lucid dream. I was in this big pink room (I felt it was my future home) it was pretty fancy but playful. There were toys on the self and on a table. The wallpaper was a dark/dusty pink. There were also toys on the floor, mostly doll houses.

There were two dollhouses and they wasn't exactly the kid kind but more high-end for adults, but they were nonetheless toys. The first one had a black thin gate that you had to lift up to get inside the back of the house. Then after that, in the bathroom, there was this plastic pink covering that you had to lift up to open the doll house bathroom. I think that a male Ken doll was in the doll house bathroom.

I closed it and went to the next doll house. This one was made out of wood and had smaller items in it. I browsed though it quickly then got up to see the room I was in. I remember the room was in a fat L shape. The window was on my left while the door and small round table was on my right.

I was lucid and knew that somehow this was my room, I felt that it was my room in the future. Then I held up this cup of water in front of my face. I remember in the dream using it so I wouldn't lose my lucidity. It was because it was clear and looking through the bottom of it gave me visionial clarity and cleared up the blurriness I had.

So I had this cup and saw that the water in it was running out. Then magically, I took my left hand and with a little intent filled the water up to the top, to the point it over flowed a bit. I'm not sure what I did with the water but I didn't look into it. I went to the small wood round table and I remember seeing another person there. He was male, even though he looked human I know now it was clearly an entity, a very helpful spirit.

I remember having a small convention with him, about what, I don't know. I also remember in the dream that I woke up slightly, but I went back to sleep to go right back where I was in the dream which was really cool! 

For those that doesn't know who Rainbow Dash is from MLP:FIM

From there I know I went to another place with this spirit but I can't remember where. But I do remember however is that I was flying in space over a planet as Rainbow Dash from the show My Little Pony: FIM. I was grabbing the tale of another male pony, following him. I wanted to know where to go because somehow I had the idea to find Korea (the pet name I gave my twin flame). The guy was nice enough to guide me and we landed on the planet we where flying over.

When we landed, there were different ponies working. They looked like they were made of grey stone. They were really big too. The planet was completely different from earth or wherever I came from. The world or as far I could see, was full of mud and rock. And the ponies where fixing it up or something.

From there the dream took a 2d flash video game perspective. We were going through the construction site of mud and rock and started to travel through this rock cliff. A small path had mud running down it, so it took me awhile to get up while the guide had no problem with it. By the time I got up the cliff, the guide had started this device where a wheel inside a rock started to spin really fast. It was used to dry off anyone that went up the hill. Before he started the wheel I saw words on it. I went into the spinning rock and got caught up in it, then was spat back out dry. Then we went up another cliff to reach the plateau.

Now the dream was in a normal perspective. Somehow I knew that Korea was suppose to be at the top, waiting for me. I was disappointed. I saw a tan van with some device on the ceiling of the passenger side. It was a touch screen of all the ponies in the area or planet. When I saw it I knew that Korea's name would be up there as well. So I started to drag down the list. I passed no more then 4-5 names when I saw the name "Samy" and KNEW that it was him hands down. In complete excitement when I was about to press the name tag I heard two foot steps, and when I looked back it was Korea. He just got there and was clearly working at the mud sight. I didn't see his face at all since it was like his face was blurred out or something. Or that I could only see from the chin down.

Of course, being beyond excited at this point, I ran to him and we hugged each other. I also thought it was my chance to ask him some questions. When we did hug, it felt so real and I felt that connection again. That connection that felt distant in nature but so alive. I felt his body in the dream as if it was real and at the same time it was like I could feel my body sleeping in the bed. It was beyond amazing. I remember my head being on his collar bone and wanting that moment to last forever. I felt our bodies close together and me holding him closer. We hugged for what seemed like 10 seconds then we let go.

I looked back at the van when I saw another person/guide. He was African American with really dark skin with messed up teeth. I pretty much forgot what he said to me but my original guide asked if I wanted to join him in his travels or something of that nature.

It sound fun but I wanted to have a chance to talk to Samy so I said that I had to do something here. When I turned back to see Samy, he told me that he had to go (probably to continue his work). I saw his face but it didn't make sense, it was weird and of course it wasn't the face I originally saw him with the first time. It was like I couldn't compile a real face (or I wasn't meant to see his) so the dream made up whatever it could. I was so disappointed but I accepted it. I turned back to tell the guide that I could come with them and I woke up immediately.

I just remembered an important piece of the dream out of no where! It was during my stay at the pink room. I think the spirit in the room asked me "what do you want?" and I wanted to see Korea because it has been a long time since he last visited me. So I got quiet and visualized my energy (it was dark pink and glittery) reaching out to his. Calling him to me and trying to make a connection. I wanted him to come to me, but when I turned around in the room expecting him to be there, he wasn't there. That's when the person/guide pointed me to the right direction.

When I woke up, I was in shock but SO happy! Somehow I was able to see Samy and hug him again. I was thinking about the whole thing, and when I looked to see what time it was the clock, it said 12:34PM. His classic sign for me!

How cool is that?!

I have this feeling that Samy is just a pin/nickname for now. I'm not sure what the meaning is at all but I do know that the fairies/angels told me that his name began with a S. That and some of my favorite characters where named Sam or Samantha so I can see the connection there. However, I do feel that Korea isn't a good name anymore I should try something a little more personable.

Also, his height was the same as in the other dream where he was zombie. Where my head came to his collar bone. So I'm hoping that he IS taller then me. Though when we first met he was around the same height as me. 

♥♥♥ Inner Child, The Divine Whisperer ♥♥♥

Twin Flame Astral Mergence

 Last night was plain crazy (4/17/2012). It was so hot in my room that I decided to go to sleep on the couch downstairs. It was a lot cooler and a lot more desirable then my oven of a room upstairs.

I set up my temporary bed of sorts and told Korea that I was going to be down stairs for the night jokingly. I actually thought he was going to bother me more because I was down stairs, boy I had no clue what was about to happen.

That night before I went to sleep, I wanted to clear myself on my feelings about getting lean and thin. I was afraid of what people would think of me when I finally did reach my personal goal.

So when I finally went to sleep, I gained awareness while my body was asleep again. I was thinking about watching over something or changing my perspective of something. I then changed to taking the role of watching over the earth from a guardian point of view. That's when the most intense vibrations kicked me out from that view point. I was vibrating so badly that I couldn't think of a guide to call for assistance, the shock was that bad. I never had vibrations that bad in many years, again it was akin to having your first astral experience.

So I started calling my guide Joe, I think, and started to hold my hand out for someone to grab, since my astral body was stuck in the physical one. I had no clue what was happening so I was going by instinct. Suddenly, I feel someone else pull either my arm or my head towards them, literally lifting my astral body out of my physical one during my transitional state. I assumed/instinctively knew that this was Korea. His aura felt different then my guides or anyone that I ever met, it was "clear" and "different", every time I feel it, I know it's him.

I immediately grab hold to him in a hugging position. Again, I have no clue what was going on, but we were holding on to each other tight while spinning around in an upwards direction. I was thinking about how they say when twin flames hug each other, it's like "coming home and nourishment". I'm not exactly sure if I felt that way, I wasn't in some ecstasy like state, but I did felt safe, maybe even "at home". There was so much that happened before and during my experience that it was hard to really focus on how I was exactly feeling.

So we are continuing to go up clinging on each other, I felt at one point my physical toe/foot move. Then I began to sense that we were very "high up" and I'm deathly afraid of heights in my dreams/astral experiences which had me hang on to him for dear life.

Then to what it seemed like, we were going towards the "top" or end of wherever we were going, I felt our bodies merge together if not completely. Then just like that, an explosion or burst of energy spit us apart again. I'm not even sure if I was aware of the very moment, but I know a total shift was made and we were apart. While we were floating/falling back down, I saw him changing into a more physical form. I was reaching out to him while he was bent over with his back almost to me when I had a false awakening dream. I dreamt that I woke up and my dad was telling me how I shake while I'm sleeping, a few dreams followed when I finally woke up for real.

What just happened shocked me to the core once again because I wasn't expecting that to happen! At the same time, I'm not surprised because I once again cleared myself from a lot of baggage just a few hours ago, which often leads to dynamic results on some kind of level.

It's funny because I never had an astral experience on a couch, and the one time I did it was the most fantastic kind I can have. Also, I'm noticing that when me and Korea do met in the dream/astral world, we're constantly merging together. And I think every time we do, it's on a more deeper, higher and more intimate level. This could be because we are becoming close either physically, emotionally, energy wise or all of the above. I just know that clearing started this and I'm sure it's the driving factor of bringing us together, at least on my end.

Clearing myself and getting rid of the old to replace the new is making me a more easier target for Korea, the divine, and my super self to present itself without the "static". Before my twin flame, when I would clear myself/have an emotional break through, the most amazing energy would be summoned from me. My intuition would skyrocket, I would feel like "Jesus", and my vibrations would be so pure and high that it would attract babies/crystal children all around me from 0-4 years of age.

I know that this isn't a mistake, but a way for the universe to slap in my face that I'm way more then I think I am. I have a fear of coming off as full of myself or to have a huge ego, so I undercut myself/power to not stick out as "special" or better then others. When in fact I am, not superior than others but indeed special and advanced on my path. I see what my undercutting does in my life and I plan to clear myself on that as well. Even though I might feel uncomfortable presenting "all" of myself in fears that I might get shunned, it's better then living in my own shadow and accepting a lack luster version of what I truly am. And quite frankly, I don't think my twin flame would want that either because I want the best of him as well.

Thanks for reading! Take care!         

Win A Free Romance Angel Reading! (CLOSED)

Win A Free Romance Angel Reading! (CLOSED)

Hey everyone! It's been a long time since I did a free angel reading raffle, so when I thought about doing one, it felt right do one this week! Most of all, I wanted it to be themed, and of course the divine wanted it to be romance!

I've been experiencing a lot in the love department myself with meeting with my twin flame in a dream that you can read about on my blog. Since that experience, things have gotten more intense but in such positive ways!

Now, I want to do more to help people in different ways, so I've been doing more freebies that's given me much joy and appreciation! :D

The Prize

The prize is a 3 card romance reading with any deck of your choice!

Let the angels help you attract the one that was made for you!

How to enter?

 Comment below on why you want to met your perfect lover to enter, it's that simple! This raffle is being held in 3 places: my blog, powerful intentions and on my fan page, you just need to comment in one place to enter!

From the people that entered, one person will be randomly selected by a number generator and win the prize.

The raffle will end on April, 29 at 8:00PM eastern time!

  Thank you everyone that decides to enter, and by all means share and tell all your family and friends about this special event!

♥♥♥ Inner Child, The Divine Whisperer ♥♥♥

Twin Flame Heart Mergence

This happened the same week that I met my twin flame, Korea, or even the week after. I think I went to sleep earlier then normal, around 10:00PM or so. I don't normally go to bed that early so I think it's the twin flame symptoms again.

I sleep in the fetal position like an Egyptian with my arms crossed. That night, when I folded my arms around my chest, it felt as if he was putting his arms around me and vice versa. It was probably the most freaky yet comforting thing I ever experienced. I didn't know what to think but to enjoy the moment.

I normally turn around 3 times before I can actually go to sleep, but this time I felt so stuck in the first position I was in. It was like he was there with me and didn't want me to move, to mess up the position we was in. Even though I wasn't sure what was happening, I decided to stay there in his arms and enjoy it. When I felt it was right to turn over, I turned to my right. When I looked at the clock it was 12:30AM or something to the 123 effect (his personal sign). Of course, I'm shocked because of the perfect timing that was involved with me turning to my right towards my clock. I took note of the time and continued my sleep.

This is when things got super weird... I was sleeping when I came into consciousness while my body was still "sleeping". If anyone out there is familiar with astral projection, you should know what I'm talking about. It's being aware even though you're still sleeping, like lucid dreaming without the "dreaming" part. I notice this and was hearing my own heart beat. It was so freaky because it wasn't the same as you would normally hear your own heart beating, it was like my head was in my heart. So the "beating" of my heart rung all around me, my head it seems. What was also strange was that I couldn't move, or at least I thought I couldn't.

I started to panic because of it, the only thing I can describe it as is being an infant in the womb. You can't do anything, just experience what is currently happening. This freaked me out big time and as I started to panic, of course my heart beat got faster and louder. The "beating" was deeper almost as if it was vibrating my whole being or in my head. Which again, made me panic, the whole experience is something I haven't dealt with since I started learning astral projection years ago, with the overall scary, I have no clue what is going on aspect.

So at this point with my heart racing, I thought I was going to flat out die. It was so intense that I thought my heart was going to burst or suddenly stop because of the sheer force and power it was beating in. Then, when I was at my most panicked, I felt/heard a second heart beat, I knew it was Korea's. Our hearts were beating together almost to, if not to a complete merging and I suddenly felt my astral body float up. I felt the sleeping position I was in and everything, all the noise stop and it was just silence. At first I was freaked and then right in the middle of it, I was completely fine with it, since I knew what was going on lol. Then I started to freak again, and like that, I floated back in and woke up instantly.

Needless to say, that was one of my most intense astral experiences I ever had and for good reason. I'm not exactly sure what was going on but I have a feeling that me and Korea was connecting on a higher, more intimate/intense level. Since I'm astral friendly of course he (and the divine) would take full advantage of it.

This wasn't the first time we merged either, I have another story I will share later where we connected to an even higher level in the astral!

Thanks for reading and take care!

The Twin Flame Dream chronicles: Life Overhaul

 Since meeting Korea (the pet name I've given my twin), I've changed gears about my life and whole heartedly decided to completely overhaul it. I want to be thin and even more healthy so I've been doing my belly dancing exercises 5 times a week. I'm normally a bit lazy with it because I get bored easily, but this go round I have a new resolve and I know why I'm doing it! When I first started, I was so excited to do it, and even on week 3 I still have the drive to get up from being exhausted to do it, something I can't say I was willing to do before! I feel the difference in my body and can't wait to get stronger and leaner because of it.

To my surprise I want to fully embody my girly side. I've always had a tomboy look and style with maybe a few dashes of girlyness once in a blue moon. Black, baggy t-shirts, pants, and a pony tail or a bun is basically what you'll normally see me in. If was "dressing up" you'll probably see me in a punk/gothic/rave getup which to this day I still love. But for a while, I wanted to wear more colors, lace, and just girler things.

 Even though I don't look it, I have a huge love for all pink and cute things. I want to show that side more so that I can express myself in more ways then the "dark/scary/I don't get a shit" side of life! Sometimes, I want to be loud and stand out in a bright and colorful way since I love being different no matter what I'm doing. I've also grown an appreciation for mainstream fashion which I couldn't care or less before, I'm still not "into it" but I see pieces that I would love to own! I even want to try my hand (or feet) at wearing heels, something that I used to despise as a teenager. Overall, I want a new wardrobe and get rid of the very old clothes that still plagues my drawers. I'll always have my punk/goth/raver style but I want to expand my everyday style a lot further. I want to look dynamic inside and out!

On the girler note, I want to actually do something with my long hair. Being African American, I was blessed greatly with long hair that everyone would always comment on. I never really cared to do anything with it for the longest time till maybe a few years back. But now, I really want to learn how to do some hair styles, particularly the hair styles out of my Japanese magazines. Their hair styles are always so damn cute! That and I want to learn how to take care of it better then brushing and combing it everyday haha! I was even thinking of getting it dyed and having bangs but I might have to think about that more.

I'm so old school that I live by the phrase "If it's not broke, don't fix it" haha. If however I didn't have to worry about the cons of dyeing my hair, I would want a light pink, or a brown-red color. Something that's catching to the eye. I just don't want to have too much maintenance with my hair. I'm a pretty simply girl so I don't want to constantly go back to fix the roots and stuff like that. So yeah we'll see about all that.

There are a couple of other things that I want to do like whiten my teeth, find more ways to make my skin clear, try my hand at simple make-up and stuff like that, but overall the reason why I want to do all this for myself is so that I can finally look like the person that I feel I am! There is nothing wrong with me now, but a lot of what I'm currently still doing is pretty much in the past, old or doesn't resonate with me anymore.

At the same time, being and looking my best can only bring greater things to me including my twin flame. Whenever we do physically meet, I want him to see me as I see myself, the very best person in the world! Confident, sweet, radiant, beautiful, giving and just so much more. It's my duty to myself to love and cherish myself with unconditional love; putting my very best effort to make myself shine shows how much I care about my body, inside and out!

Now, I want to come out of my shell more and really show what I'm made of. I'm beautiful now with a beautiful personality, but now it's time to really put forth the effort to take care of the body that I came in with. Make it shine, radiant and healthy! Hell, I want to show it off too on the beach and anywhere I go because I'm so proud of it and my effort!

This is just the beginning of my life overhaul journey but I can say that it's starting off quite well!

Thank you all for reading and I hope it inspires you to become your best self!

How I Met My Twin Flame in a Dream

Romantic relationships has never been my strong point at all. I love romance but I was never really a romantic girl. I've always been indifferent when it comes to relationships and it showed throughout my life. I only got interested with having a boyfriend when I got into college. Before then, I had no desire what-so-ever to be with anyone, plus I knew that anyone from high school wouldn't work for me. I mean seriously, most boys in my school were very less then desirable to me, and I never really understood why all the girls my age wanted to be with someone that they more then likely wouldn't be with for long. I just didn't understand how girls can be so attracted to guys that were pretty much douches or really immature.

However, that doesn't mean I didn't have "my type" or ideal partner either. After the first relationship failed in college, I knew how much I hated dealing with flaky incomplete people (then again who doesn't lol). I vowed that the next person I would be with would be the person I entered this world with. The one person that was solely created for me and everything else fluffy and sweet you want to add. I also confirmed that I didn't want to be with anyone till I, myself, was complete and whole. Breakups are hard and my moral was in the toilet. When I would met this person, I wanted to be complete 100%. I wanted that person to have me, the best me that I, myself, can be.

Fast forward about 2 years later, March 24, 2012

Around that time, I've been struggling with my own beliefs about my love life. If my ideal partner was reasonable or even realistic. It really started to get to me where it didn't before. I only started having that issue in the last month or even 2 months. I didn't want it to turn into a block so I decided that night to clear it out.

I told myself, my inner child, that anything was possible and my doubts about my true love was not founded at all. The clearing went great and I felt that initial shift in my feelings about the situation but quickly fell asleep at the end.

That's when I started dreaming. I was in what felt like an elementary school, but there were high school students walking around. I was walking down the hall, minding my own business, when the teens started to freak out and started running towards the opposite direction of where I was going. Amongst the chaos, I see this one guy walking up the hallway towards me, it was like a casual but pacing walk. If you remember Jason's walk from Friday The 13th, then you should know what I'm talking about lol! That's when I heard a guy say something like "It's that crazy Asian kid!". I instantly think that this guy is going to shot up the school, so I ran to my right into the stair hall.

I thought he was right behind me too, so that made me run even faster up the steps. Even after I started running, I hear another random guy say "He's going after that cute girl" and admittedly, I felt really flattered lol! So I was continuing to run up the steps, using the railing to propel me up more then one step at a time so I can get away. I was looking at the railing, and thought that I had outran the Asian guy that was trying to come after me. Only when I look up the steps, I see that very same guy sitting on the floor looking down at me.

It was insane, it was like he was sitting there all day and I honestly had no idea what to expect. I thought "What the hell" since I thought I had clearly outran the guy. I also felt a bit fearful because I thought he was going to shoot me dead.

I was at the middle of the stairwell looking up at him, and I remember his face clearly. He had a round face, small nicely shaped eyes, black shoulder length hair that winged out at the end. He had on a blue jacket with a black shirt under it, with a normal pair of pants or jeans. He also had this cool and calm aura about him.

He got up and approached me, I still didn't know what to expect, we were a step or two apart from each other.  He reached for my right hand with his left, I noticed then that he had a really pale/milky complexion. As soon as we touched these intense waves of energy came over me, I never felt anything like it in a dream or in real life. It was like a great realization, a huge lighting strike of inspiration, or a sudden connection was made in the brain that simply wasn't there before. I knew this energy I was receiving meant something great or important about who I was having them with. The waves went up and down my body about 3 times then left, the whole thing was unreal.

Once it stopped, I stood there in shock and realized that I knew this person before. I knew him from "somewhere" but I just didn't know where, like when you have that one word at the tip of your tongue. I could only assumed that it was in the past. It was crazy, I didn't know what exactly was going on but I knew this wasn't the first time I saw this guy. I asked him "I know you... don't I?" It was the most real and open I've ever been with anyone in my dream, I guess I really trusted this guy with my feelings. I don't remember him giving me an answer, but in a quick flash I saw/sensed the Twin Flame card in my ascended masters deck and the entity Aengus which happens to be on the card. I thought Aengus was the man's name but it wasn't.

The dream panned over where we were both on the last platform of the stair hall, we were standing right across from each other. I was staring at him, and he was saying something but I don't remember what. Then he was talking about us, then about me specifically. He had a very heavy Asian accent, but I understood every word of it. I can't recall what he said in detail, but that week was rough on me so he was cheering me up. At the end he held my face and told me to "Smile smile" which is probably one of the sweetest things that anyone said to me in a dream or in real life.

After that, we were standing around, he was talking and I was waiting for my hug since that's common in my dreams where I met guides and entities. When we did hug, it felt so realistic (the whole dream felt realistic on its own) it was slow and soft. We hugged for a good amount of time, I had to readjust my head because my ear was being squished, that's how real everything was. I don't remember anything else happening in the dream. Everything went black and I was in a state between dream and being awake. It was strange even though I'm not a stranger to altered states of conscious, it was like my consciousness was "settled" between states like a resting stop, then just like that, I woke up.

It was like I just got hit by a truck, I was in such a deep sleep which seemed odd to me. That always let me know that the experience I just had was important. At first I thought it was my own guide but that guy that I met was nothing like my guide in personality so that possibility was out the window. It also felt like I just came from a very high place, like I "came down" from somewhere in my dream which I don't experience often. I remembered everything right when I woke up, there was no gap in time where I didn't remember the dream which again is odd to me.

I was pretty much in shock about the dream and didn't really know what to think. As I was thinking about that Asian guy, I knew that he wasn't "dead" but was out and about in the living, I just knew. I see a lot of entities in my dreams but never anyone that was alive.

Since then, things have gotten a bit strange but in good ways. I started to take this man's advice to "smile smile" and whenever something gets me down I think about that saying. It cheers me up right away and I feel like I can do anything. I also feel like I need to make some major changes in myself that I never put enough effort into.

 Just knowing this guy is on his way made me want to be the very best I can be for myself and him, however that may be. I've been into K-pop (Korean pop music) a lot more in the last week. When I was watching music videos of the boy bands my body would heat up and cool down over and over again. Not just heat up but in a special way, usually when I sense Archangel Michael is around, something supernatural, or a confirmation about what I'm thinking/doing/saying. I call it "spiritual/spirit heat".

Never did I ever experience spiritual heat in such a way before, I even started watching the girl groups and it completely stopped, but when I started watched the boy groups it started again right away. Needless to say I find Asian men extremely attractive, more then likely because my most recent past life was in Japan. I also got a huge sense that I should learn Korean which was strange too, I wanted to learn it casually but I never had an "urge" to learn it before then. When I finally started, it just felt right like my whole world started to light up.

A lot more crazy symptoms happened but those were probably the most prevalent. For the record, I have NO experience or knowledge about twin flames other then the most basic premise about them before this dream I had. I never asked for a twin flame either, it pretty much smacked me in the face once I did some clearing in my beliefs about love. I did some researching about meeting a twin flame and my experience match the symptoms of meeting one.

I have no clue on what to expect and I'm just going to follow the bread crumbs that the universe will leave for me. I know when the time is right, that person I set my intention on will show up. Other then that, I'm going through a huge reflection and reimagining period about myself. I've grown a lot in a short amount of time in the last month and my twin flame dream only seem to make things more intense.

I know how popular the twin flame/soul mate subject is so I'll keep you guys updated if anything interesting happens along the way!

Take care and thanks for reading!

♥♥♥ Inner Child, The Divine Whisperer ♥♥♥