In this new 2013 energy I feel such a change in attitude and the way I view life. I remember being so ingrained in my spiritual path and my psychic abilities. I felt like my life was my psychic abilities, and that my business was very dependent on them. However, since I started to break down the inner walls of my soul, my more creative side have been taking the reigns.
I feel like more than ever that my creative abilities is the center of my soul. I am still very spiritual and happy about my psychic gifts, but it's not my "world". I want a lot more in my life and life's work than telling people about themselves from a solely psychic standpoint.
I don't feel like I came here solely to be a "psychic" in one way or another. Right now I feel like I need to create and "show" people something. Something bigger and greater than just psychic abilities, or how great it is to be intuitive. I feel it goes way deeper than that.
I noticed this feeling today while I was on Facebook, browsing through my dashboard. One of the people I follow posted their interactive reading, it was meanings to the words you felt guided too. Then I saw another post after that explaining she won't be doing anymore free readings. I understood her choice especially since she has a successful business in what she does, but then this intuitive feeling came over me. I felt like my path in this "business" was shifting, from a psychic based one to a solely creative one.
I wanted to see more magic, sparkle and fantasy in my fan page and business (not too fond of the word business anymore, so I'll call it my life's work). I wanted something people can touch and feel, something that people can be happy about. The path I chosen and took as a psychic, I feel like I was working on a more dense level. Like I was trying to save the world from itself. I wanted to heal suffering because I was suffering too and didn't want people to go through that. Reality was what the average person thought, so I felt like I had to be and do certain things to make it. It's as if I was living in a shell, a shell that wasn't fully mine. I had to cater to a certain group and seek approve from a specific ideal. I was in a dark place, even though I loved my fantasy and creativity, it had no real place there because I lived in "reality".
But now, I feel like I don't want to cater to that old mindset and go somewhere higher, better and more aligned to my true self. I feel like being creative and feeding that creative soul will give me everything I ever wanted. Now I feel like fantasy, imagination, dreams and anything out of this dimension is my place in the world. It doesn't necessarily relay on psychic abilities to survive, or in a way that's trying to stop suffering or cater to a more desperate group.
I feel like this change in how I do things is the right way, and the way I was meant to go in but was too afraid to. Now I can be more myself because I'm indulging in my fantasy loving self, while helping people see what I see than simply saving people from themselves. The life's work I'm going into will help people that want to be helped and will take them in when it's time. I get to dance and sing to my own song and if someone wants to join they can. Instead of looking at the "reality" of things and trying to work on a denser more survival level.
I always wanted this. This feeling that I can make this choice. To be more creative and less "by the book". It took time for me to realize that I had to save myself before I can help others in the highest way possible. I feel like now I can reach the number of people I was meant to reach. And in the most fun and creative way possible that I truly enjoy!
This change was waiting for me and I needed to be patient till the right time. I already was changing the way I do things but now it's a complete life's work overhaul. It's all about fun, positivity, magic and manifesting goodness and knowing there is more to life than just "this".
I'll still post spiritual things, that will never go away, as well as my down to earth self, but I'll do so in a new higher way that I'm more aligned too. I'll start doing new things that supports my creative soul and will help a totally new brand of people! That will also help the people already here get swept up in my creative and magical world!
So I'm loving this new energy of 2013! While I was already on the path of changing my life, this energy is continually taking it to the next level, to the place I want to go!
Thank you all for reading and take care!
♥♥♥ Inner Child, The Divine Whisperer ♥♥♥
