Crystal Adults: Struggling To Be Who You are

It's been some time since I first wrote about crystal adults, but upon skimming through it today I felt the need to write more about us. This time in particular an issue that I feel is running rampant among crystal adults today which is standing in your truth and struggling to be who you are.

The challenges

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It's hard right now to stand firm and really believe to be the person you want to be. With all of us coming into an age where we are put to fend for ourselves, look for jobs, be more responsible and interact with more adults or "mature" people, we can feel inadequate within ourselves. I'm learning right now that feeling good within ourselves is so key to our future. Not because of superficial reasons or to look good in front of others, but it's believing in our talents and grace. Each of us have something very special to give to the world, that is why we came here. It's because of us that the world can ascend higher and higher into the lighter realms. Us choosing to be here knowing how difficult it is for a crystal being to interact and slog through the density which is earth, is quite the challenge. Helping people get over themselves, their issues and helping clear out the negativity that has been plaguing this world for too long. I totally get it, and it's tough for us right now.

We all are trying to find ourselves in a time that is especially tough for a crystal. We feel the pressure of "coming out of the spiritual closet", to start up our own businesses, private practices and move forward into being ourselves and living the life we know we can live. But it's hard when our inner world doesn't translate at all with reality. Or when people doubt us, our dreams, our abilities or what we speak of, of what can be than what is. It is tough, and I'm feeling for all of you. I'm in the same position as well...

Negative Programming

However, I feel that before we can truly take our show on the road and shine like we really want to, we have to dig deep into ourselves and fix the negative programming. The negative programming that life lead us to believe in. All that nonsense about war, competition, being the best, winning and losing, faking it till you make it and anything else that still abides by the old paradigm is flat out BULLSHIT. We truly knew that but when in Rome, do what the Romans do. We were too young to shout and scream about something better, and if we did we get shut down anyway. That is the very feeling, emotions and programming that we need to undo right now. All the bullshit that trapped us into feeling we were never good enough, or the fact we needed to change.

There is nothing wrong with us, our sensitivity, our abilities, our talents or anything we truly have inside. The only thing that is wrong is living by these piss poor standards when we clearly have a choice now! We all have a choice now, and we can choose differently. We can choose if we're going to listen to all the people that didn't believe us with our wacky, out of this world ways, we can choose to finally stop lying to ourselves about who we really are because people didn't get the real you, we can change the hard 3rd dimension "rules' that we thought we had to put up with.

It's all done, we have all the power in the world to change exactly what we want to change! And it starts with you as an individual. It starts with us believing in ourselves, right now. It might seem scary, and hell it is at times but you're strong enough, smart enough and damn good enough to be the person you want to be.

Why stomach all this nonsense when we have a clear choice? Why put up with our negative friends and family? Why put up with the news and the constant ringing of the negative bell? We all know we can do better and we all believe that people should have a choice of who they want to be, instead of going down the line like everyone else.

Our Individuality

Our individuality is key and we forgot about that in our journey. I forgot out sensitive I was, in fact, I didn't even know I was sensitive because I was just called a "cry baby" when I was young. However, when I opened back up to myself in 2011, it was clear that I held on to a lot of crap from my past because of how sensitive I was. I held on to the fact that it wasn't okay for me to be me. I had to be strong, tough and fight like the rest of the kids. Obviously it didn't work and I would end up being

picked on as a result. It was hard for me to stand up for myself because I didn't like getting into trouble or confrontation. I just didn't know how to stand up for myself without feeling the fear of being more hurt than I already was. That and shying away from a possible conformation of any form was my instinct from being picked on. I chose to stay in the background alone, it was safer and more comfortable than putting myself in a place were anyone can cut me with their words. And even till this day that instinct of mine is still running strong. I struggle to truly put myself out there without feeling inside that I'm doing something wrong or "against my nature." It's tough, and the situation I'm in now is making me face a lot of issues that I've been holding on to since childhood. Like not feeling good enough, worthy, being able to do things on my own or make my dreams come true. Everything is being tested right now.

Our Purpose To Create Change

I'm been given a chance to see where I dropped my crystal essences for the 3rd dimension reality thinking, and I feel that it's happening to all of us right now. It's time for us to pick up where we left off as children and start infusing our love and light in everything we do. We're here to uplift the world, not help it continue to go to hell in a hand basket. Choosing to keep doing what we're doing to help the mundane and limited to stay as they are only hurts us at the end. We're here to create change, in everything. We're not the babies or the young children that have yet the chance that we have. We're not here to settle down and just "be," we're here to shake things up. And that doesn't mean we're going to warfare or even up root things in an intense matter (like the indigos), but making waves and huge responses by being who we are! We're here to have people look at us and want to change themselves in a deep matter. We're here to help people believe more in what they don't currently accept. That's why we all come from different backgrounds, races, households, financial situations and even sexuality (I'm an asexual). We're here to create change everywhere, so we're very much spread out to cover the entire planet. I'll say it again, we're here to create change and that is why we feel the pressure now, even if you have been hitting all the marks up to this point.

Even though it seems tough, the universe is trying to wake us up even further to open ourselves up to make deep changes. We're going through this so that we can be who we are and then create the major changes we're here to make. There is no more hiding now, it's time to go big or go home. I definitely feel that we all want to make a major switch from what we're wanting or currently doing, but we've been procrastinating and this here, the intensity we're going through, is the answer.

So the question then becomes, how do I do it? How do I more align to who I really am? How do I handle the feelings of hurt, unworthiness and not being good enough? What will happen if I do become all that I really am? Will people understand me, will people try to hurt or tear me down as they did before? How do I know it's safe to be who I am, and feel accepting of myself with everyone being judged constantly by what they think, feel, believe and do? How do I know I'll be really okay with myself, and how will others react?

It's simple...

We Have To Love All Of Ourselves!

When you don't feel hurt in yourself no one else can inflect it on you. It's not being bold and daring despite your feelings, we've been through that already, it's time to be real and caring because that's who we are! It starts with us loving ourselves as we are, that is the key. A good way to do that is by writing out your feelings, I feel that a lot of emotions, especially stuff from the past has been coming up to the surface. This isn't a bad thing, but something we are meant to face now. We're getting a chance to finally put an end to the self defeating patterns and finally unlock the true crystal essence within! This is our chance to face ourselves so we can be ourselves. This is a chance we can show others that we're not like them and that is okay, we're still pure and divine. But most of all, we're able to love all of ourselves, without judging ourselves constantly or feeling that we're being frauds, especially in front of others.

So start creating, writing, explaining, talking, blogging and anything else you can do to get those emotions out! We've been sucking up the negative energies of the world and now it's time for us to finally release our ball and chain from what we've been exposed to for this long!

It's our time now and it's up to us as individuals to create that path to our grand destiny that the universe is laying out in front of us. Even if things look really scary, and I'm certainly going through a situation like that, rest assured that it's not as bad as it seems. This is just the universe giving us what we want, what we really want, and have been asking for, for years and years. It's just if we want it, we have to be able to come out of our own shadow to get it, and that means coming out of the dark, the spiritual closet, fear, hopelessness, unworthiness and our tragic past and mind set that we've been locked into for too long.

It's time to rise and shine like the sun crystal adults, our time is coming, our time is here!

Where In The Middle Of A Huge Shift

Hey everyone! I just wanted to give you guys a total heads up on what is happening with the energy now.

Do you feel uneasy, more tired than normal, more active than normal, a huge feeling of wanting to make "progress" in your life and mostly, been seeing a lot of your friends or even yourself moving into or out of relationships of all kinds. Not to mention the things that's been happening all over the country and even the world!

Well, rest assured that this is not just people or the world going crazy, but we are under HUGE HUGE energy shift.

We are going through a huge shift of energy, an energy that is CLEARING out the old so that a new energy can take place. It's probably the reason of all the sudden surges of negativity and positivity all around in the last few weeks. You can probably feel it too if you are sensitive to energies.

I feel it bad, through my spine as pain. My spine/back is where I drawn in energy (not sure if this is the same for everyone), and if I'm taking on too much energy, work or even stress, my back will start hurting immediately! Yesterday, I had strong back pain due to the energy and the stress I was putting myself under. Today was a lot better but I still feel and sense these intense energies so I still feel back pain, though not as bad. More than likely if you're a lightworker you'll be receiving this energy too as a means to help us continue our spiritual goals. You'll probably feel other's emotions and the collective a lot more strongly too since we are so open right now.

THE BIGGEST TIP FOR YOU ALL IS TO LAY LOW. The need and feel of wanting to progress is especially strong but it is because the universe is clearing out the old. This is NOT the time to be making big decisions because the energy is so chaotic and messy. You'll probably get mixed results or even be pushed back because of the nature of the energy we are in.

PLEASE take this time to rest, relax and visualize your goals and intentions! Once this high tide of energy is gone, you will FEEL the conformation from your guides and angels. I'm being led to not do anything big till this energy surge is gone. So I'm recommending the same for you all. We will get through this and I know a lot of you are seeing the bad especially on the news. Just remember that we are NOT victims, no matter what is done to us and that no matter what happens we are always safely carried by the angels. They will never leave your side!

One more thing, ask for the angels help especially in times like these. They are ahead of us so they know this is all apart of the big picture and will help you get through it if asked! Not to mention to ground yourself often, and clear out your aura as well!

I hope you all are coping well with this, I'll make sure to update again when the energy subsides and when the new energy sets in. :D

♥♥♥ Inner Child, The Divine Whisperer ♥♥♥

New Spring Season Reading!

Hey everyone!

Here is the new Spring reading video that I just uploaded. The spring is going to bring an emotional renewal, fresh new perspective and a chance to do some HUGE reflection time. If you're going through something tough, hang on and now that everything is going to work out! Thanks for looking and enjoy everyone!

Everything Lightworkers: An Overview

In my last blog post, I touched slightly on the topic about Lightworkers. I mostly told you my personal story that inspired the series that I'm doing now, "Everything Lightworkers" I guess I will call it for now.

If you didn't read it, I recommend that you do, because if you feel like you were here on a special "mission" or purpose, you will probably relate to my story in someway. In a nut shell, the life of the Lightworker is and can be tough to say the least.

There are many reasons for this, and no, simply being out of the vortex, having resistance, or just "attracting" negative things isn't the problem. There is a special linage that each of us has, and if we keep moving ahead without knowing our divine selves, personal and spiritual laws, it will seem like we are just meant for living in misery, but that is not even the tip of the ice berg.

What is a Lightworker? I always thought that it described an older spiritual person, a title you would get when you were old enough in the spiritual community. However, in the last few years, I've seen the word describe much more then older spiritual people. In fact, it would describe people of all ages, sizes, races and even divinities!

A Lightworker is a person that works with light to help heal the planet in someway. There are many different descriptions out there but the one I listed sums up the general view of it. Lightworkers are here to help heal, restore, and energize the planet.

If I were to sum up my own personal view of what a Lightworker is; this is what my higher self points me to: A Lightworker soul is a being of light that came here from the universe and Divine Kingdoms to help ascend the planet though different means.

Both descriptions are pretty much the same and really highlights one thing. If you're in fact a Lightworker, you have a job to do my friend. You didn't come here to chill out, have fun and play games, you are literally here doing overtime for the planet. Okay, you CAN have fun and play games, but you have to satisfy that Lightworker soul of yours that knows what needs to be done!

Being a Lightworker involves doing something for the greater good for all. As I mentioned before, we are here doing overtime for the planet. In a lot of cases, you might not know that you actually came here from a completely different realm or planet. That's what make the Lightworker life so tedious and hard. We are all clearly different from the normalcy here. We're from different worlds, even if we had more then one life time here on planet earth. Our divine origins comes from high spiritual places where things are much more easier and different from the earth's. We lived in these places for many many years, not having to worry about our next meals, paychecks or jobs. We were healers, shamans, witches, angels, mermaids, fairies, beings from different planets, so much more and even combinations of these energies!

Learning about our key origins will help us know who we really are, even more so then just a "spiritual being". We all do have a personality, a linage that is uniquely ours in the divine. It outlines our life path, our special talents, even our relationships with the ones closest to us. It answers a lot of questions we had since we were children, including: Why am I so different and why am I here?

If I could say one thing, the most important thing for the Lightworker to know, is to answer the question: why is our lives so hard?

I want to go deeply into this in a stand alone post but simply put, these are lessons to help us know what we want to do, and what we should teach the world. These are tools we can use to either help us or destroy us in our lives.

In the worlds we come from, which are higher planes of the universe's, there is always love, peace and harmony. We don't have to try to do anything to prove ourselves, we are just basting in the light, love, and the connection of all. Not to mention all the other fun and interesting stuff that we may be doing. When we are born, onto planet earth, all that light and love is drastically cut down, and mixed in with an environment of positive, negative and everything in-between. This isn't lollipops and candy land anymore, this is planet earth where both good and bad resides, and we have the pleasure to choose the path we want to go down on. Well, that's after we picked the right pair of parents and circumstances we want to be born in and go through in our first years of living and beyond.

More then likely you'll have quite the story to tell, the struggles, heartbreak, and just the unfairness that some unworldly force has descended upon you in your years. Even if your childhood (and even beyond) was overall positive, there will be some staple events that literally changed your way of thinking. Either about yourself, the world around you, or both. Now, this may sound like something everyone goes through, but what makes this so special in the Lightworker's life is that these things are burned into us. Branding us our pains and miseries no matter how trivial they may seem to another person.

It can be from bullying, an inattentive parent, some act of unkindness, betrayal or even some form of abuse, whatever happened in those first years, or even decades are our most prevalent. Those hurts makes us grow into stone in someway, making our gifts harder to come out as well. Leaving us feeling like we just exist and nothing else. That little bit of magic that we did retain from our past lives have been buried by hurt and deceit, which we dare for anyone to come close to, we'll cut them off at the pass.

Not knowingly, even though these things can change us for the rest of our lives, it outlines why we came here. It's the bigger picture we don't see, it's the hurt, pain and fear that keeps us from knowing who we truly are. As we grow up, we might retain some of our magic and abilities which can haunt us because we either don't want these "gifts" or don't understand what is really happening. A huge roadblock for the Lightworker to get over, especially if they feel drawn to do their life's work in someway but don't know where to start.

Learning to see our past as learning tools, and seeing our talents as gifts for betterment for ourselves and the world, we can indeed break old patterns and overall tragic lives. Of course, there will always be those times were things don't work out, and that's okay. Learning to take control over our destiny also means letting the universe do its job freely too. Even if you can't see the lessons in your most hardest of struggles after you took control of your life, it doesn't mean that "you're failing". This is the universe giving you what you need and you well see the benefits later.

In time you will learn how to become less stressed, worried, and fearful because you solved the immense mystery about how your life is suppose to work, and the laws that govern it. Making your life a lot smoother and controllable.

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This is just the beginning, for the series that is. In the future posts I want to highlight each and every aspect of the Lightworker from start to end. I want people to know just as much as I do and become wiser about life because of it. Thus, making our lives easier in the process.

I hope that anyone that finds themselves here will undoubtedly be peeked in interest even if they don't feel like they are a Lightworker. I hope that this might help someone, even if it's one person that finds out more about themselves and even the people around them.

Till the next post of this series! 

♥♥♥ Inner Child, The Divine Whisperer ♥♥♥

Lightworker Prologue

Before I officially begin this series of blog posts, I just wanted to give everyone a heads up on what to expect. Even though this is more of a "self-help" type of series, my own personal story and journey will be intertwined throughout it. I like being as honest as possible when it comes to giving out my own story, because I don't think "sugar coating" for the sake of the "target audience" is truly teaching. I want you to know everything I went through, both good and bad.

 I fully believe that anyone can live a happy easy life through law of attraction and any other method out there. But, what I don't find helpful is when people omit the struggle from their journeys or say "If you think/believe/act positive enough, life will be easy".

That is not the case for me and the typical Lightworker life. I'm not saying positivity doesn't work, but trying to be happy all the time and aimlessly chase Nevada through books, seminars, CDs and worksheets won't eliminate your lessons that may very well contain struggle.

If there is an important lesson that we have to "get through our thick skulls" and it can't be learned through ease, there will be struggle, resistance, and all the nasty things that everyone said we could get rid of in our lives. But after that, you're golden, and I believe the cloud 9 everyone is talking about can be achieved easily. But that is another post for another day.

To cut a long story short, I'm going to be a little (a lot) harsh, a little (a lot) brutal and just tell it the way it is through my eyes, which can also contain a cynical nature. However, I don't want to "color" this series with a negative mocking flair so I'll cut the cynical-ness as much as its not twisting the truth of the matter or my honest feelings.

These posts will be quite bulky as well, there will be a lot of information, concepts, stories and the whole nine. I'm going to bust the lid off of everything I thought I knew about this (I'm still learning everyday about Lightworkers so I'm pretty sure the universe will dish everything out). Then serve everyone that wants to know more about themselves and the universe at large on a fat sliver plate. The good, the bad and the very ugly. You can think of me as a mini Archangel Michael (as much as I hate to admit it lol).

When everything is said and done, I'll always keep room for an empathic ear and a compassionate heart. We all need love, that support and that knowing that someone else is there to hold your hand, something I want to give all Lightworkers.

I'll try to post once a week, but I'm not making any promises. I need peace, quiet and a clear energy area to do these types of posts which I don't always have.

If you have any questions about anything I put up here, or just a question in general don't hesitate to ask! I find questions helpful for everyone involved and it helps the growth process. Also, if you want me to touch on any subject matter, please let me know, I'll be more then happy to incorporate them if I haven't or planned to already!

So if you're ready for "all this" I suggest to buckle your seat belts because its going to be one hell of a ride! :D

How I Found My Divine Purpose

Finally, after months and months of thinking about it and planning it, I'm finally going to start posting some much needed information about "lightworkers".

Originally, I wanted to exclusively post articles related to being a crystal child adult. Since I was guided that I was one myself, less then a year ago, I figured I should share some much needed tips on living a more peaceful life as one. Life has been more and more intense for me in the last 3-4 years, so the least I can do is to show people a better way to be if they are on the same path.

However, my calling wasn't solely for crystal children, but all children, of all kinds, children of the mass universe. On that day, since knowing I was a leader and guardian of the crystal children (I will post about it), my divine nature only got more vast then I could imagine. I won't get into details because quite honestly I'm still weary about telling others. It all seems so out of the box (more then I'm use too which is really saying something) that I'm not sure what other people will think, though that shouldn't be a concern of mine. It doesn't make my journey or path any less real, in fact the things that I was shown couldn't be realer. Everything fits so perfectly with the line of events that happened to me from years ago or just in my whole life in general, I would be a fool to not believe it 100%.

Its just that I want to know more, I've been given some great key elements to who I really am. Which only leads to more questions and to want to know the "whole thing", but I know they show me these things when it's the right time, so I have to be patient.

With that said, I know my divine purpose or at least, one of many. I feel like I will have quite the active life ahead of me, and I'm not even done with the "start up course". Of course, I'm not the most patient person in the world when it comes to my path, so I want my life to "really get started". I want to do big things, so its frustrating just trying to get your angel card business off the ground, when you feel like you have so much more to do and offer to the world. I love doing the angel readings but I want to do 1000 more things along with it, but it will come in time.

Getting back to my original subject, my divine purpose is one of many. I never truly "figured it out" till last week or so, since I've been shown many things. A lot happened to lead up to that moment which are private, but it once again it opened up my bleeding heart about how much I want to help people, more so lightworkers.

Giving some back-story, so you all can understand, I never really considered myself a "people person", in fact I'm not a people person. I could really care or less about being sociable to most of the population since I'm naturally a loner. Despite that, I always shown great concern to people and friends online that have personal problems. I honestly don't know where it comes from, because I'm never like that towards people offline. Somehow, I just have that tick about me, that goes to the rescue when people need to hear the truth.

 I can say I enjoy it, because I DO want to see people happy and not in struggle. It's almost like I have that magical answer to their problems that they don't know about, so I'm doing a great service just telling them about it haha (Not the mindset I truly have but more or less the unconscious "drive" behind the motive).

So with that, I'm not a people lover but I have an uncanny desire to help when I see someone in need. Now, increase that scenario 100x over, I'm greatly sensitive others emotions, so that means I feel what they feel. That struggle, that pain and just that need to be truly supported. Then mix that with my own desires to help which is heighten on its own, a very combustible mix, it always leaves me in tears, sadness and a deep burning desire to do something about it.

That's what happened a few weeks ago with a good friend of mine, and it made me quite angry at the world that people like us, "lightworkers", are not fully supported. I know there are support groups out there but I want something more, a lot more. I wanted to do something about it to fix this epidemic that I felt was happening for sometime now. All that light and love, the golden age, things are changing for the better hoopla that everyone is so excited to share, doesn't mean shit if no one is doing the work to get us there, even more so, are even happy with themselves or their lives.

 I don't want to sound like a negative minded person but I honestly feel like if we don't do something "now" to fix it, we'll be crawling to the finished line. I don't think the world is going to blow up or anything like that, but I have a severe urgency about this. If no one is dong the work they came here to do, or even out of commission because they never learned about who they are, how can we expect things to change? I don't want to kill anyone's dreams about a better future but it's really crunch time if we want this to work.

These were the basic feelings that swam in me that early morning last week. Something needs to be done, and as I thought about it, I had this odd feeling in my stomach that this was what I was meant to do. I can't explain the feeling but it was dead on. So as I thought about it, all the crazy events, messages, synchronicities, dreams, symbols and feelings started coming together in a cohesive matter almost instantly! All the pieces I've been shown is now coming together in a bigger picture that I completely understood. I felt good that morning, to tears even. For once in my life I got the answer I was truly seeking for years, my divine purpose. ( just saw 555 on my clock how cool is that?)

As excited as I was, this is only the beginning. My guides have always said that what I'm doing now, the angel readings, is the "kiddy version" of what I really came here to do, so I know that learning my purpose was the easy part, I now have to start it.

Thus this post was made, to get you guys up to date with the new line of blog posts I will be doing! Everything lightworkers, sensitive people, crystal children, star people and the like. It's our job to go after our dreams but we have be more spiritually supported to do so as well, something that I'm willing to do, something I was born to do! ;)

Till next time! 

♥♥♥ Inner Child, The Divine Whisperer ♥♥♥

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