What Are Dreams And Why They Are Important

Hey everyone, this week I won't be doing a week reading but expressing the message my heart and passion is sending me. I talk about dreams and all the benefits of having and following your own!

This is apart of the changing path that I am undertaking of following my true passions in life. I hope you guys find this video helpful and insightful. I have no idea what will come as far as my videos but it will be for the best. Thank you all for your support!

Connecting With My Twin Flame In My Dream

 I had this dream and written about it in 5/24/2012

I just woke up from this awesome dream

I was napping/resting that day dreaming about being Alice in wonderland. I'm not sure what happened but the daydream became a real lucid dream. I was in this big pink room (I felt it was my future home) it was pretty fancy but playful. There were toys on the self and on a table. The wallpaper was a dark/dusty pink. There were also toys on the floor, mostly doll houses.

There were two dollhouses and they wasn't exactly the kid kind but more high-end for adults, but they were nonetheless toys. The first one had a black thin gate that you had to lift up to get inside the back of the house. Then after that, in the bathroom, there was this plastic pink covering that you had to lift up to open the doll house bathroom. I think that a male Ken doll was in the doll house bathroom.

I closed it and went to the next doll house. This one was made out of wood and had smaller items in it. I browsed though it quickly then got up to see the room I was in. I remember the room was in a fat L shape. The window was on my left while the door and small round table was on my right.

I was lucid and knew that somehow this was my room, I felt that it was my room in the future. Then I held up this cup of water in front of my face. I remember in the dream using it so I wouldn't lose my lucidity. It was because it was clear and looking through the bottom of it gave me visionial clarity and cleared up the blurriness I had.

So I had this cup and saw that the water in it was running out. Then magically, I took my left hand and with a little intent filled the water up to the top, to the point it over flowed a bit. I'm not sure what I did with the water but I didn't look into it. I went to the small wood round table and I remember seeing another person there. He was male, even though he looked human I know now it was clearly an entity, a very helpful spirit.

I remember having a small convention with him, about what, I don't know. I also remember in the dream that I woke up slightly, but I went back to sleep to go right back where I was in the dream which was really cool! 

For those that doesn't know who Rainbow Dash is from MLP:FIM

From there I know I went to another place with this spirit but I can't remember where. But I do remember however is that I was flying in space over a planet as Rainbow Dash from the show My Little Pony: FIM. I was grabbing the tale of another male pony, following him. I wanted to know where to go because somehow I had the idea to find Korea (the pet name I gave my twin flame). The guy was nice enough to guide me and we landed on the planet we where flying over.

When we landed, there were different ponies working. They looked like they were made of grey stone. They were really big too. The planet was completely different from earth or wherever I came from. The world or as far I could see, was full of mud and rock. And the ponies where fixing it up or something.

From there the dream took a 2d flash video game perspective. We were going through the construction site of mud and rock and started to travel through this rock cliff. A small path had mud running down it, so it took me awhile to get up while the guide had no problem with it. By the time I got up the cliff, the guide had started this device where a wheel inside a rock started to spin really fast. It was used to dry off anyone that went up the hill. Before he started the wheel I saw words on it. I went into the spinning rock and got caught up in it, then was spat back out dry. Then we went up another cliff to reach the plateau.

Now the dream was in a normal perspective. Somehow I knew that Korea was suppose to be at the top, waiting for me. I was disappointed. I saw a tan van with some device on the ceiling of the passenger side. It was a touch screen of all the ponies in the area or planet. When I saw it I knew that Korea's name would be up there as well. So I started to drag down the list. I passed no more then 4-5 names when I saw the name "Samy" and KNEW that it was him hands down. In complete excitement when I was about to press the name tag I heard two foot steps, and when I looked back it was Korea. He just got there and was clearly working at the mud sight. I didn't see his face at all since it was like his face was blurred out or something. Or that I could only see from the chin down.

Of course, being beyond excited at this point, I ran to him and we hugged each other. I also thought it was my chance to ask him some questions. When we did hug, it felt so real and I felt that connection again. That connection that felt distant in nature but so alive. I felt his body in the dream as if it was real and at the same time it was like I could feel my body sleeping in the bed. It was beyond amazing. I remember my head being on his collar bone and wanting that moment to last forever. I felt our bodies close together and me holding him closer. We hugged for what seemed like 10 seconds then we let go.

I looked back at the van when I saw another person/guide. He was African American with really dark skin with messed up teeth. I pretty much forgot what he said to me but my original guide asked if I wanted to join him in his travels or something of that nature.

It sound fun but I wanted to have a chance to talk to Samy so I said that I had to do something here. When I turned back to see Samy, he told me that he had to go (probably to continue his work). I saw his face but it didn't make sense, it was weird and of course it wasn't the face I originally saw him with the first time. It was like I couldn't compile a real face (or I wasn't meant to see his) so the dream made up whatever it could. I was so disappointed but I accepted it. I turned back to tell the guide that I could come with them and I woke up immediately.

I just remembered an important piece of the dream out of no where! It was during my stay at the pink room. I think the spirit in the room asked me "what do you want?" and I wanted to see Korea because it has been a long time since he last visited me. So I got quiet and visualized my energy (it was dark pink and glittery) reaching out to his. Calling him to me and trying to make a connection. I wanted him to come to me, but when I turned around in the room expecting him to be there, he wasn't there. That's when the person/guide pointed me to the right direction.

When I woke up, I was in shock but SO happy! Somehow I was able to see Samy and hug him again. I was thinking about the whole thing, and when I looked to see what time it was the clock, it said 12:34PM. His classic sign for me!

How cool is that?!

I have this feeling that Samy is just a pin/nickname for now. I'm not sure what the meaning is at all but I do know that the fairies/angels told me that his name began with a S. That and some of my favorite characters where named Sam or Samantha so I can see the connection there. However, I do feel that Korea isn't a good name anymore I should try something a little more personable.

Also, his height was the same as in the other dream where he was zombie. Where my head came to his collar bone. So I'm hoping that he IS taller then me. Though when we first met he was around the same height as me. 

♥♥♥ Inner Child, The Divine Whisperer ♥♥♥

Trip To The Fairy And Angelic Kingdom!

This happen 6/11/2012, around1-2:00AM

In the dream I had no real clue what was going on. I do remember elves or fairies doing something. I was just around dancing or moving around having a great time. I'm not sure what exactly happened, but the elves were building or doing something to destroy/change whatever world I was in. I got scared and started to break down the dream world I was in to avoid whatever was coming. The realm I was in literally broke apart in blocks or something similar when I felt very intense vibrations in my head.

It was so strong that I could barely do anything. I was falling head first and could feel the speed and power of me falling. Again, I wasn't sure what to do so I asked Archangel Michael for help (which is usually a hit or miss). Suddenly, I felt something happen. I can't really explain it, but it was like things were moving around me. At the end, it felt like I split into two.

While I was still falling I suddenly opened my eyes. Everything felt real and amazing like my last experience of me going to heaven. I was in the sky, it was sundown and the clouds and sky were a beautiful raspberry/purple color. Being as aware as I was, I knew that I wasn't "dreaming" anymore. If I did the right thing, I can go and have yet another amazing experience! Seeing it was dusk, I knew heaven or the town I would be heading to would be beautiful and full of lights. I imagined it in my mind and it was beautiful, it only made me more excited for what to come!

I kept falling even though I was trying to fly by flapping my arms haha. It was like the logic didn't work. So I tired again, I flapped my arms and flew up easily! I was excited and ready to experience whatever was in store for me. By instinct I knew to fly upward. I flew up above the clouds to meet yet another wonderful skyscape!

It wasn't the same place I visited before, but it was like a small town in comparison. It reminded me of the beautiful villages in Greece and the Mediterranean. The dusk made the whole scenery a beautiful purple color, which made the yellow lights in the town's windows stand out. I was thrilled to see how awesome it was compared to my imagining of it!

As soon as I saw the town, my remembrance of my angelic buddies came back to me yet again. I was so excited to see and met them! I looked around since I was a distance from the town. I saw the highest point and instantly knew I needed to go there. I swooped over to my left then curved over to my right to get a closer look and hopefully met some old friends.

Oddly enough, the scene took a very different turn. I was looking right into a small doll house like place with an gnome figurine piece that tipped on its side. I somehow got a hold of a small bottle of what it turned how to be, an alcoholic like drink for fairies and such. The bottle was small, about a few inches. I took a few sips and noticed it had a strong cinnamon flavor to it, it was quite good even though I don't drink haha.

I kept taking sips till it was gone, I was wondering why I wasn't feeling buzzed till I realized that it wasn't enough for a person of my size to get a buzz. While that was happening another person, maybe two, where playfully poking fun at me. Saying "look, she is getting so drunk/wasted" or things of that nature.

I wanted to fly elsewhere, I looked over and saw a big courtyard where there were pipes or poles coming out of the ground. I have no clue what they were used for but I had the fairies on my mind. For whatever reason, I knew that me and the fairies where great friends with a great bound. It was like a total kinship that I can't explain but I knew that we were not only friends but partners that helped each other out a lot. I wanted to see them and knew that I could create a portal for them to come through into this world.

I flew to the top of the pole near the middle of the courtyard and started to wave my hands in a circle while imagining a portal opening up. That's when I got very strong vibrations in my head area again, I can't tell you what triggered it but when I did get the vibrations I was stuck in place again. While I was fixed in place I somehow saw the fairies fixed in a trance like state along with me. I saw at least two light pink sparkly bubbles filled with fairies in a trance with their bodies floating about, it was quite pretty. It was like we were all connected together, perhaps drawing energy or strength from each other.   

Then just like that, I was normal again when I saw these small thumb sized fairies greet me. They were black with bright pink accents, with full cherub like bodies. They had small furry tails and wings that had pink zigzag design on them. The most interesting part where their faces, they had a very complex yet decorative picture of a baby's face on their own faces! I have never seen anything quite like it and I will never forget it.

There were about 4-5 that gathered around my thumb and hand. They had the cutest baby toned like voices with their baby like bodies! That's when things got really strange. The one that was talking the most (maybe the leader?) admitted to using a baby to create her form. I knew then that there were two types of these fairies, the "real" ones that naturally have these baby like bodies that where full of good, and the "fake" ones that uses a baby (life force/body/etc) to create their body and form. The fake ones to my knowledge where not as good hearted and quite mischievous. Somehow I knew this information where I never seen any fairy like this in my waking years.

This is where my OBE (out of body experience, which I'm assuming this is based on the traits of the vibrations I've gotten twice) started to turn into a dream. More of these black and pink fairies started to gather around me and I started laughing despite what I knew about them. It was like what I knew went in one ear and out the other. They collected together around my neck and collar bone when they stared to bite me. I'm not sure if I imagined it (being at this point I was "dreaming") or that is what just happened since I didn't feel any pain whatsoever. Or maybe it was a quick blend of realities and my imagination, I'm not sure, but quickly after I started to dream which ended my experience.

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When I woke up, I saw that I wasn't sleeping for long, which tells me that this was more of an obe or otherwise. The experience was again more real then reality yet not as intense as my last experience with the angels. I can't say exactly where I was, it wasn't "heaven" though I got the same amazing feeling of being there. When I was reflecting back on the dream, it seemed more to me that I was in maybe a fairy, elemental or even a blend of the angelic and fairy kingdoms.

Another fact that was interesting, was that morning I had an order where the client wanted me to use my fairy deck! Is this maybe the fairies way of letting me know more about my connection with them since I had knowledge that I couldn't explain? I can't really tell for sure since a lot of my experiences have more of a "need to know bases" then anything. So the things I can't explain now will always come to light later on. Which I'm fine with since I don't rush the answers anymore. I'm just extremely grateful to have such a wonderful experience!

So thank you Michael, fairies and all my guides and helpers for this experience! Also, thank you all for reading and supporting me through a very intense time of my spiritual path and life! Love you all! Take care

♥♥♥ Inner Child, The Divine Whisperer ♥♥♥

The Nap Where I Saw Heaven

That morning I saw a painting by Nicolas Poussin called The Assumption of the Virgin. The painting, mainly the clouds, colors and the general feeling of the painting took me back. Somewhere to a place where I haven't been in many years. Some how, I knew in a distant memory, when I was very young, the angels and heaven were exactly like the painting depleted. I knew I saw it all before, like a first memory or dream, but I can't rationally say where and how. I just felt it in my soul and existence, something I call a "soul sense".

Looking at the picture took me back home, a place I dearly missed and loved. I started to feel sad and homesick, wishing that I could be there again, somehow. Even though I'm now living on planet earth, there are some things that I will always go back to, and most of them are just not of this world.

It was warm that afternoon, but it didn't stop me from taking a much needed nap. I however would of never guess what I would wake up from...

I had about 2 dreams before the experience, but this is where things got interesting.

I was looking at this PDF file about finding your true desires or something. I remember you could fill it out on the computer yet the document was in my field of view, it was just there. I remember looking at the top to the bottom of it. It was a tan color and I remember seeing red in it too. The document disappeared and I was outside someone's garden. The garden had big bushes along the side with weird colored grass or plant like flowers in the yard. They also had a flower near the edge of the fence. 

Somehow through yet another computer like program I was able to change the color of the grass. In fact I could change the color scheme of the garden. I had 3 or 4 options and the third option is the one I liked best. It changed the grass to a cool green/blue color and all the other plants around it matched. It wasn't too hard on the eyes like the other color schemes.

Then the wind started picking up and my dad was bending down in the grass to touch it. The dream was getting a lot more realistic and I was getting a lot more lucid. I remember seeing the grass move in such great detail with this one flower that was blowing along with it.

This is when things got really weird. I was standing at the opened gate of the fence, while my sister was standing on my left and my dad was standing on my right. I looked up at the sky and saw this one cloud that looked like a bird (it was more like dragon this time), a classic symbol of my passed grandmother. I excitedly told my sister "look look at that cloud!". When she did, the cloud drifted off and I saw the earth rotating fast like those videos where they capture the earth revolving and you can see the shadow covering the earth. This totally freaked me out because I took it as a omen. I was always afraid of seeing space and planets in my dreams because I felt like something bad was about to happen, this was no different. In fact there was a lot of stuff in the sky moving about but seeing the earth turn as fast as it did with the shadow covering it up totally put me on edge. I didn't want it to be a sign to what to come.

As all this is going on, I had a growing feeling of the ominous when suddenly the rush of wanting to ask "I do have a huge purpose?" came to me. I wanted to ask my sister but I learned that whenever I do ask about my purpose to anyone in my dream, they would look at me as if I was stupid. But this time I really NEEDED to ask and I couldn't form the words in the right way. I kept thinking about how I should ask so I could get a straight answer, but I knew that I didn't have a lot of time. That's when I just asked my sister "Just tell me, I do have a huge purpose don't I?". I looked up at her while she was looking out over yonder and said "Yeah you do". FINALLY, a straight answer but not one from a question as if I didn't know, but a reassurance that what I knew what right.

The sky started to grey, the wind was picking up. I knew something huge was going to happen, then it did. As I was continuing to look up in the sky, in the left side corner of my eye I saw a tidal wave coming through the neighborhood block. It was grey and was covering everything in its path. Initially I started to freak out, at this point of the dream things were surely real and I was lucid to the max.

Tidal waves are the number one symbol in my dream that kills me. Numerous times through out the years. Yet they are involved in my most spiritual dreams. No matter what happens, if I look out over a body of water in my dream I'm sure to see one emerge and all I can do is run/fly for my life, hoping I won't get killed in the process. But after the last dream where I saw one, I knew that I had to stand up to my fear. So as fast as I felt fear I stood up and felt powerful, that I wouldn't run and knew that I would be okay. In my mind I was like "I got this!".

That's when my dad took me and my sister and dashed to our right, down the street to outrun the wave. I was in shock and didn't know what to expect. With only a few steps my dad took my hand or arm and pushed me forward/up and yelled at me to "fly!". I knew that somehow this was the moment of truth, instead of running and graveling in fear I was going to excel and ascend everything I've done before and go to my rightful place and fly!

I outstretched my arms and intended on flying (superman style), exceeding, and becoming way more then I could be before, and wouldn't you have it I stared flying faithfully and strongly!

I knew then that I was going to avoid the wave and felt safe, but started to fear if I was heading into outer space. I saw the clouds I was flying through and I was ascending higher and higher. I calmed my fear and no sooner that I did I saw the most incredible white building on my right!

Then looked ahead and saw "heaven" full blast and totally embodied in the experience as if I was there before!

 It was bright and sunny with plenty of cloud like fog near the bottom. At that point was I flying on auto pilot, as if I was somehow being controlled. All I had to do was relax and enjoy the moment and I would fly to wherever I needed to be. I remember hearing the angels cheering for me in the distance in a way. I was so excited and no sooner I saw the skyscape all I could repeat to myself is that "I knew it!". Everything I saw and felt was exactly what I remember heaven and the angels being like.

No matter what I read or leaned from, that very first remembrance of heaven I had never left and anything that connected me to that "feeling" strike me to the core. It was surely the truth that I knew to be true on a soul level.

The sun, or if it was the sun, was amazing! Instead of a bright yellow ball in the sky as you would see on earth, it was a soft white, warm and healing light. I could see the light flares from me looking into it and the somewhat opalescent rays that my eyes could capture.

The white building that I saw before, it wrapped around from the right to the left. I saw that the general style was marble and the classic cherry wood ascent. I also saw a huge bronze angel statue, it seemed like it moved gracefully as I flew by. As I flew around, the reality of everything was more real and welcoming then our reality.

 Nothing in this world can recapture the moment like I experienced. This wasn't a mere dream and it was just too damn awesome to be an out-body-experience since I'm accustomed to those. I can't explain what exactly my travels as those are. I just know when I do have them, I have a guide or someone watching me, because I can't just go on my own.

As I was flying, I remember seeing the huge windows and the angels talking to each other. Each one had a colorful rob on. One even had a huge stack of papers with him. As I continued to fly around I went under or in a building and inside it was like a super mall! Full of gold and perhaps yellow lights. Tons of levels and angels everywhere just working. I remember seeing it and how in love I would be in huge places like that on earth. Now I know why, because it reminds me of home.

I wanted to take control of the flying and as I dipped down I willed myself to the left and had to use my hands to keep myself from crashing into the marble wall. I literally scaled up the wall a bit to continue flying.

I look down and saw two angels talking to each other. They both had different colored robes on, one with a brown/maroon color and I forgot the other one. They both had brown wavy shoulder length hair. They were both gorgeous as hell just like the classic depictions of angels, yet they both lacked wings. In fact, I didn't see a single pair during my trip!

 At that time I knew archangel Michael was around because I just had him on my mind. It was like he was there with me. So I assumed that one of the angels was him and turned around and made a landing. Again the experience was so real and alive, I just can't believe it. I felt the force of the landing and had to take quick steps to prevent myself from falling. Then when I looked closer at the angel knew it wasn't Michael.

I looked ahead and wanted to go back outside. I remember seeing two younger angels chasing after me in a light hearted way. I wanted to make an exit before they could reach me. I saw the door, it was fancy like a hotel door. Even the bronze door handle was crafted in a exquisite way. I remember grabbing the door and opening it, I could see the outside behind another pair of doors. Then just like that I faded into the dark, as if I got "disconnected" and woke up.

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This is probably by far the very best experience I ever had. Everything that I worked for spiritually and about finding about who I am was somehow conformed in this short trip to heaven. Now I know that I'm in fact an incarnated Seraph angel (will explain in a later post) living yet again in a human body. 

Not only that, but remembering from childhood or even when I was just a few years old, the "feeling" of what heaven and angels are like was completely validated! It was like I never left and that connection stayed strong no matter what happened to me.  

My yearning for my home was satisfied and I feel so blessed that the angels (and probably Archangel Michael that initiated this) gave me that wonderful feeling again! But I'm sure this wasn't just for leisure, as you can tell from the beginning of the dream I had to be brave and strong. If for a second I went back into my more fearful mind set I probably wouldn't be able to fly or even believe I could do it. My bravery towards the tidal wave grant me the strength to say "I'm not going to run, but fly!" and in a moments time I felt that specialness, that true power that I had in myself, totally untapped and in my control and faith! 

Even after the experience, I woke up as if I was in a deep 8 hour sleep (I was asleep for less then an hour). The immense details of the dream started to fade almost immediately, and after I got up to type this down I contracted a headache, something that never happened to me before. But it only tells me further that what I experienced is not only real but deep and immense.

It's obvious that my brain simply can't handle the level of realty that I was in. The detail, the experience itself is something so far beyond what I'm normally used to that my brain has a hard time keeping up with it. Which is probably way I contacted a headache in the first place.

Later that day when I went to stretch my body, I pulled two of my back muscles, right down my shoulder blades. When I felt where the pain was, I was surprised to find that those areas is where angel wings (even my own) grow from! I can say that I never pulled those muscles before, or at least that I can remember (which hurt a LOT). I'm not sure what happened during my trip but it triggered something physically from which I can remember it by.

Hopefully, through reading my story and experience, it would trigger or even inspire you to explore the angel kingdom. So that maybe you can find a bit of yourself and finally take off and fly like I did. :)

♥♥♥ Inner Child, The Divine Whisperer ♥♥♥

Twin Flame Heart Mergence

This happened the same week that I met my twin flame, Korea, or even the week after. I think I went to sleep earlier then normal, around 10:00PM or so. I don't normally go to bed that early so I think it's the twin flame symptoms again.

I sleep in the fetal position like an Egyptian with my arms crossed. That night, when I folded my arms around my chest, it felt as if he was putting his arms around me and vice versa. It was probably the most freaky yet comforting thing I ever experienced. I didn't know what to think but to enjoy the moment.

I normally turn around 3 times before I can actually go to sleep, but this time I felt so stuck in the first position I was in. It was like he was there with me and didn't want me to move, to mess up the position we was in. Even though I wasn't sure what was happening, I decided to stay there in his arms and enjoy it. When I felt it was right to turn over, I turned to my right. When I looked at the clock it was 12:30AM or something to the 123 effect (his personal sign). Of course, I'm shocked because of the perfect timing that was involved with me turning to my right towards my clock. I took note of the time and continued my sleep.

This is when things got super weird... I was sleeping when I came into consciousness while my body was still "sleeping". If anyone out there is familiar with astral projection, you should know what I'm talking about. It's being aware even though you're still sleeping, like lucid dreaming without the "dreaming" part. I notice this and was hearing my own heart beat. It was so freaky because it wasn't the same as you would normally hear your own heart beating, it was like my head was in my heart. So the "beating" of my heart rung all around me, my head it seems. What was also strange was that I couldn't move, or at least I thought I couldn't.

I started to panic because of it, the only thing I can describe it as is being an infant in the womb. You can't do anything, just experience what is currently happening. This freaked me out big time and as I started to panic, of course my heart beat got faster and louder. The "beating" was deeper almost as if it was vibrating my whole being or in my head. Which again, made me panic, the whole experience is something I haven't dealt with since I started learning astral projection years ago, with the overall scary, I have no clue what is going on aspect.

So at this point with my heart racing, I thought I was going to flat out die. It was so intense that I thought my heart was going to burst or suddenly stop because of the sheer force and power it was beating in. Then, when I was at my most panicked, I felt/heard a second heart beat, I knew it was Korea's. Our hearts were beating together almost to, if not to a complete merging and I suddenly felt my astral body float up. I felt the sleeping position I was in and everything, all the noise stop and it was just silence. At first I was freaked and then right in the middle of it, I was completely fine with it, since I knew what was going on lol. Then I started to freak again, and like that, I floated back in and woke up instantly.

Needless to say, that was one of my most intense astral experiences I ever had and for good reason. I'm not exactly sure what was going on but I have a feeling that me and Korea was connecting on a higher, more intimate/intense level. Since I'm astral friendly of course he (and the divine) would take full advantage of it.

This wasn't the first time we merged either, I have another story I will share later where we connected to an even higher level in the astral!

Thanks for reading and take care!

How I Met My Twin Flame in a Dream

Romantic relationships has never been my strong point at all. I love romance but I was never really a romantic girl. I've always been indifferent when it comes to relationships and it showed throughout my life. I only got interested with having a boyfriend when I got into college. Before then, I had no desire what-so-ever to be with anyone, plus I knew that anyone from high school wouldn't work for me. I mean seriously, most boys in my school were very less then desirable to me, and I never really understood why all the girls my age wanted to be with someone that they more then likely wouldn't be with for long. I just didn't understand how girls can be so attracted to guys that were pretty much douches or really immature.

However, that doesn't mean I didn't have "my type" or ideal partner either. After the first relationship failed in college, I knew how much I hated dealing with flaky incomplete people (then again who doesn't lol). I vowed that the next person I would be with would be the person I entered this world with. The one person that was solely created for me and everything else fluffy and sweet you want to add. I also confirmed that I didn't want to be with anyone till I, myself, was complete and whole. Breakups are hard and my moral was in the toilet. When I would met this person, I wanted to be complete 100%. I wanted that person to have me, the best me that I, myself, can be.

Fast forward about 2 years later, March 24, 2012

Around that time, I've been struggling with my own beliefs about my love life. If my ideal partner was reasonable or even realistic. It really started to get to me where it didn't before. I only started having that issue in the last month or even 2 months. I didn't want it to turn into a block so I decided that night to clear it out.

I told myself, my inner child, that anything was possible and my doubts about my true love was not founded at all. The clearing went great and I felt that initial shift in my feelings about the situation but quickly fell asleep at the end.

That's when I started dreaming. I was in what felt like an elementary school, but there were high school students walking around. I was walking down the hall, minding my own business, when the teens started to freak out and started running towards the opposite direction of where I was going. Amongst the chaos, I see this one guy walking up the hallway towards me, it was like a casual but pacing walk. If you remember Jason's walk from Friday The 13th, then you should know what I'm talking about lol! That's when I heard a guy say something like "It's that crazy Asian kid!". I instantly think that this guy is going to shot up the school, so I ran to my right into the stair hall.

I thought he was right behind me too, so that made me run even faster up the steps. Even after I started running, I hear another random guy say "He's going after that cute girl" and admittedly, I felt really flattered lol! So I was continuing to run up the steps, using the railing to propel me up more then one step at a time so I can get away. I was looking at the railing, and thought that I had outran the Asian guy that was trying to come after me. Only when I look up the steps, I see that very same guy sitting on the floor looking down at me.

It was insane, it was like he was sitting there all day and I honestly had no idea what to expect. I thought "What the hell" since I thought I had clearly outran the guy. I also felt a bit fearful because I thought he was going to shoot me dead.

I was at the middle of the stairwell looking up at him, and I remember his face clearly. He had a round face, small nicely shaped eyes, black shoulder length hair that winged out at the end. He had on a blue jacket with a black shirt under it, with a normal pair of pants or jeans. He also had this cool and calm aura about him.

He got up and approached me, I still didn't know what to expect, we were a step or two apart from each other.  He reached for my right hand with his left, I noticed then that he had a really pale/milky complexion. As soon as we touched these intense waves of energy came over me, I never felt anything like it in a dream or in real life. It was like a great realization, a huge lighting strike of inspiration, or a sudden connection was made in the brain that simply wasn't there before. I knew this energy I was receiving meant something great or important about who I was having them with. The waves went up and down my body about 3 times then left, the whole thing was unreal.

Once it stopped, I stood there in shock and realized that I knew this person before. I knew him from "somewhere" but I just didn't know where, like when you have that one word at the tip of your tongue. I could only assumed that it was in the past. It was crazy, I didn't know what exactly was going on but I knew this wasn't the first time I saw this guy. I asked him "I know you... don't I?" It was the most real and open I've ever been with anyone in my dream, I guess I really trusted this guy with my feelings. I don't remember him giving me an answer, but in a quick flash I saw/sensed the Twin Flame card in my ascended masters deck and the entity Aengus which happens to be on the card. I thought Aengus was the man's name but it wasn't.

The dream panned over where we were both on the last platform of the stair hall, we were standing right across from each other. I was staring at him, and he was saying something but I don't remember what. Then he was talking about us, then about me specifically. He had a very heavy Asian accent, but I understood every word of it. I can't recall what he said in detail, but that week was rough on me so he was cheering me up. At the end he held my face and told me to "Smile smile" which is probably one of the sweetest things that anyone said to me in a dream or in real life.

After that, we were standing around, he was talking and I was waiting for my hug since that's common in my dreams where I met guides and entities. When we did hug, it felt so realistic (the whole dream felt realistic on its own) it was slow and soft. We hugged for a good amount of time, I had to readjust my head because my ear was being squished, that's how real everything was. I don't remember anything else happening in the dream. Everything went black and I was in a state between dream and being awake. It was strange even though I'm not a stranger to altered states of conscious, it was like my consciousness was "settled" between states like a resting stop, then just like that, I woke up.

It was like I just got hit by a truck, I was in such a deep sleep which seemed odd to me. That always let me know that the experience I just had was important. At first I thought it was my own guide but that guy that I met was nothing like my guide in personality so that possibility was out the window. It also felt like I just came from a very high place, like I "came down" from somewhere in my dream which I don't experience often. I remembered everything right when I woke up, there was no gap in time where I didn't remember the dream which again is odd to me.

I was pretty much in shock about the dream and didn't really know what to think. As I was thinking about that Asian guy, I knew that he wasn't "dead" but was out and about in the living, I just knew. I see a lot of entities in my dreams but never anyone that was alive.

Since then, things have gotten a bit strange but in good ways. I started to take this man's advice to "smile smile" and whenever something gets me down I think about that saying. It cheers me up right away and I feel like I can do anything. I also feel like I need to make some major changes in myself that I never put enough effort into.

 Just knowing this guy is on his way made me want to be the very best I can be for myself and him, however that may be. I've been into K-pop (Korean pop music) a lot more in the last week. When I was watching music videos of the boy bands my body would heat up and cool down over and over again. Not just heat up but in a special way, usually when I sense Archangel Michael is around, something supernatural, or a confirmation about what I'm thinking/doing/saying. I call it "spiritual/spirit heat".

Never did I ever experience spiritual heat in such a way before, I even started watching the girl groups and it completely stopped, but when I started watched the boy groups it started again right away. Needless to say I find Asian men extremely attractive, more then likely because my most recent past life was in Japan. I also got a huge sense that I should learn Korean which was strange too, I wanted to learn it casually but I never had an "urge" to learn it before then. When I finally started, it just felt right like my whole world started to light up.

A lot more crazy symptoms happened but those were probably the most prevalent. For the record, I have NO experience or knowledge about twin flames other then the most basic premise about them before this dream I had. I never asked for a twin flame either, it pretty much smacked me in the face once I did some clearing in my beliefs about love. I did some researching about meeting a twin flame and my experience match the symptoms of meeting one.

I have no clue on what to expect and I'm just going to follow the bread crumbs that the universe will leave for me. I know when the time is right, that person I set my intention on will show up. Other then that, I'm going through a huge reflection and reimagining period about myself. I've grown a lot in a short amount of time in the last month and my twin flame dream only seem to make things more intense.

I know how popular the twin flame/soul mate subject is so I'll keep you guys updated if anything interesting happens along the way!

Take care and thanks for reading!

♥♥♥ Inner Child, The Divine Whisperer ♥♥♥