What Are Dreams And Why They Are Important

Hey everyone, this week I won't be doing a week reading but expressing the message my heart and passion is sending me. I talk about dreams and all the benefits of having and following your own!

This is apart of the changing path that I am undertaking of following my true passions in life. I hope you guys find this video helpful and insightful. I have no idea what will come as far as my videos but it will be for the best. Thank you all for your support!

The Magic of Having Fun & Being in The Moment

Having fun is so important. Having fun is important because it reminds you of the other side of life. Not the one where you wake up in the morning for work, think about your bills, issues, job, the economy and how you're going to solve this or that. But the side of life where you're focused on the good, positive and the childlike present you're experiencing.

Having fun truly rises above any and all things material, grounded and solid. Having fun lifts your energy, brings you solutions, connects you with people and brings you in a totally different state of mind.

Whether it's with friends, yourself or a pet, having fun does magical wonders. When was the last time you had true fun? When was the last time you had fun in the worst of times or when things seem bleak. Even if it was a moment, you felt that lightness in your laugh, that airiness of your mind and your current issues take a back seat. This is the magic of not just having fun but also living in the moment.

Too often we take our issues with us every single day. Hoping that somehow thinking them through will somehow solve and complete them. But in the grand scheme of things, constantly thinking of the same issues over and over just creates a bigger illusion of what we want to happen. We can not control everything, we surly can't control other people or circumstances. But somehow, the control we have over ourselves, our moods and emotions takes us from where we are to where we want to be, even if it seems like we're taking a more passive role in life. It's not giving in or submitting that makes life work, but realizing that this very moment, all that matters is having fun and taking notice of the opportunities that is right in front of you. 

When you have fun, you're right in the moment. You're realizing that in this very time space, you are "enjoying yourself" way more than thinking about the past or visualizing the future. You're right here, in the now in all the grandness that it has to offer you.

Bringing more joy, laughter and just that magic of being in the moment in life makes your world work and flow. You're not distracted by everything else, you're enjoying yourself, even loving the air your breathe and just what is currently happening. Even if things isn't perfect and you're desperate for answers or a solution, having fun is the first thing I would suggest. Don't feel guilty about it either, that makes your life even more complicated than it has to be. Take that time off from the harshness of the world, the constant opinions of others and just that cynical mindset of the world and take in a lighter, easier approach to what is happening. Laugh about your issues, make light fun of yourself and how you're reacting and see how small the problem gets in comparison to what they were a few minutes ago.

Life is suppose to be easy, fun and light. Yes, we do have issues to deal with, but that doesn't mean that life is all about embodying the very things we're trying to clear out. It's just the things we chose to resolve during our journey in life, and there is nothing wrong with a little turbulence along the way!

The greatest thing the world, the universe and just existence has to offer is our ability to laugh, play and have fun. Use this very unique gift to aid you on your path in life. Not to feel guilty that you're being passive or naive about things, but so you can ride a higher more finely tuned vibration in life. That kind of energy only allows more fun things, solutions and ideas to come to you because you're able to reach them in your state of bliss. 

Take care of yourself always, and allow the magic of fun and being in the moment guide your path!

Rise of the Guardians

Last night I decided to finally watch Rise of the Guardians and holy crap I regret not seeing it in the movies! This movie has truly inspired me to go after my dreams 100%. To talk, embrace and remind myself and maybe many others to follow their own dreams. We all have a divine purpose and it often shows itself in our passions and dreams. But when we get older and reality is slammed in our faces, it may seem like we're living a lie.


Where no magic exists, money rules and social acceptance is our only calling. I've been living in the cold shadows of my fears, failures and rejections for way too long, on ideals of the hard and broken. Money, material items and social acceptance is not what I want out of life. Dreams, magic and the beauty of living in the now is what I truly want. I can get that even in the worst of times. It's weightless, tasteless, you can't see it but you can feel it. You can take it with you wherever you go and even give it to others. That magic, the kind that true believers like me believe in, is in following your passion, instinct and dreams. That is what I want, dreams and magic. Not frame and popularity at the end of the day. I know what I want is there and is already coming to me.

It's the sparely shimmer of the heart, that trial of magic and wonder. That calling of something greater than yourself, that belief that who you are and who you want to be is truly magical, mystical and vibrant. That is what I'm passionate about and that is what the movie reminded me of.

Even though Jack Frost didn't know who he was, his determination and passion to know his purpose shined through and gave him what he wanted. I loved the fact that the movie showcased getting in touch with your inner child, that one part of you that knows what you really want. That was really stirring to me, I was very moved by it.

When North showed how he had many different sides of him, but his core was wonder and delight and sharing that with all the children of the world, I was on the verge of tears. That is something I want to do, to show and be the magic that I know is in the world. Show others that what you want to do in this world is so valid. Even though I'm doing all this for myself, I want people to take away exactly what I'm showing and giving.

I want to have fun in life and other people should too. That is truly magical and Jack Frost highlighted that as well. 

His fun loving nature, not only helped saved the guardians, but also helped him find himself. Because of that, everything that he ever wanted came right to him on a silver platter, that is truly magical.

I guess to end this, I feel that I am a guardian myself because I know exactly what it is that moves me in life, or one of the many things that moves me. That is dreams and bringing more magic in this world. For people, especially older reality driven people to take a step back and truly question if what they are doing is right, or even apart of their divine makeup.

  Keep dreaming folks!

Home From Zenkaikon

 I was away at Zenkaikon, an anime convention, for 4 days (I came home on Monday) and these are my most current thoughts since.

Original Picture by Eirian-stock

Ever since I came home from Zenkaikon, a lot of different things became apparent to me. I just need to change. Change out of this old stuff that I've been holding on to for so long and stop thinking that my choices will fuck me over in the long run. I want to speak about the truth that I know for sure, something that I really hold dear to me, and that is following your dreams. Be passionate about what you want to do and do it no matter if someone is watching or not. Travel and see the world, find something different to explore and enjoy every moment. Life is not hard, but we make it that way when we choose things that we really don't need or want. When I started FYIC readings and card readings in general I wanted a quick source of income. Even though I didn't make a ton of money by any means, it gave me money to support myself and showed how my focus and dedication does work wonders. But it also showed how much I tried to work and cater to others more than myself at the end of the day. The blog content, the reading sales, the twitter and all of that was so more people can actually find me and hopefully buy from me. I do love what I do in essence, but being honest with myself, I just wanted to find a way to support myself without hating my job. FYIC readings did do that for me for a while till I started to really notice that I loved doing whatever I was doing rather than reading for people. Even though it would be fun, interesting and exciting, I would always look forward to doing something else.

This isn't a bad thing, but it really shows that my heart and passion isn't in giving people spiritual guidance. I don't want to give people guidance. I don't want to be apart of the spiritual community like I used to be, I don't want to teach people all the rules and ways of the universe. I want to teach people to follow their dreams. That is what matters to me and that is what I feel makes the world go round. I want to do things purely for myself and what I find passion in. And following your dreams is it. It just fills me with glee thinking about it. Nothing else to me matters but doing what I want at this point in life. I'm not trying to do things for other people and I surely don't want to speak about dreams for others. I want to speak about it because I am passionate about it. That's as simple as it gets.

 I want to talk because I want too. Not for money, popularity, frame, or some type of outside gain. I want to do this because I want too and I so love to do it. That is what matters to me. Everything else as far as spiritual guidance from whatever source doesn't matter to me anymore in the way it used to. I don't need it, and I surely don't want to talk about it like I thought I wanted to. I'll give that torch to so many others that love what they do in that arena.

Me, myself want to talk about dreams and how wonderful it is to have and follow them. The many gifts it shows us and the many wonderful things that stems from dreams when we do follow them. That is everything to me and I love how my own spiritual nature adheres to that ideal that I love so much. I've truly been putting my spiritual gifts in the wrong area, for the wrong reasons and for the wrong people.

I want to put up my hat and jacket in this area of my life and start anew, with something I really want. To focus on me only and no one else because people don't give me passion like dreams do and talking about them. I'm going to be the most selfish I think I've ever been and say that I refuse to cater to anyone outside myself in my endeavors from now on, especially people on the internet. It will be quite the change of pace but I can do it. Whatever extra that comes from doing what I want, will be just that, extra.

January 14-20 reading

This week is about going back to the path of your dreams and realizing that you have more power than you think. Use that power to do whatever it is that you want to do because if you don't, you'll stay in the 1% of what the world is really like. Stop listening to reality and start going down your own road.

December 17-23 reading | Twin Flames Competition and Dreams

This week is about people wanting to find their twin flames, the competition mindset and how to follow your dreams further. This week is all about looking at yourself in a deeper way for healing. It's about changing the competition mindset to a cooperation one to achieve your dreams. This week is chaotic and is changing people's minds about how the world works. Follow your intuition and dreams to find success in not only this week but the new year ahead!

December 10-16 Archangels Reading | Follow Your Dreams

Archangel Michael and Archangel Raphael each tell us to follow our dreams. Stop listening and wasting time on others that don't believe in you and start following your heart. In the changing times we're in a lot of what we planned will be replaced with what we REALLY want.

I get super duper passionate in this video because talking about following your dreams is one of my top passions! If you have a dream you want to share, please comment! I would love to hear it!

When An Angel Hides Its Wings: How I learned To Trust Myself

 

Since summer my confidence had dropped considerably, the way I viewed the world got darker and the mistrust in myself soared to a whole new height. I was starting to believe that life was nothing more than one big struggle and that no matter how hard I tired, I would never get to where I truly wanted in life.

However, in an awesome line of events, mostly the mermaids nudging me to revive old childhood passions did not only gave birth to my new dream, but spawned an entirely new me. Going down that road, I learned my even deeper struggles and unconscious processes. Why I always set myself up for failure and why I was so content on living a life of mediocrity. Why I've always deep down inside never considered myself good enough. Which fueled my drive to overhaul myself towards perfection by society's standards. Why it was so hard to put my all into something without thinking it would fail miserably.  

To put it simply, I let the world tell me who I was from an early age. I was bullied a lot because of who I am and the sound of my voice, as ridiculous as it sounds. And all that torment, negative feelings and experiences I never really worked on poisoned my mind on such a deep level. For months I've been trying to throw out the negative and limiting beliefs but only up till a month or so ago was I able to hit this nasty core. My anger towards these monstrous class mates over the years and me being truly sick of not being good enough for something better made me rocket power towards full self love. I was PISSED that I let myself think that I wasn't good enough for better clothes, home, relationships and just life itself. I was so angry that I laid sleeping in this horrid nightmare, unable to realize what I was doing till I was knee deep in the shit. It was a powerful feeling, a feeling that I couldn't have been more thankful for. 

In that hiatus, I knew that this was the very thing I've been waiting for. Before then, I felt this "last step" I had to go on in this old phase of my life. That person I was meant to be was there and I was just one step behind. If I was able to go it alone and to met her there, my world would change and it did. I was able to reshape everything I thought I knew about myself, and came to terms that I was beautiful, great, radiant and awesome since the day I was born. That no matter what weight I was, how I looked, sound or did, I was MORE than good enough, I was perfect the way I was. I let people determined who I was and because of that I hid my radiance from the world. I hid my own wings so that even I couldn't see them. So for many years I felt like I was just human, even in the face of an angel telling me how great I was. I was too afraid to come out of my "human" box. I was too afraid to stand out in fear that people will look down upon me. I didn't want to go too far in my opinions in fear that I will offend others. I let everyone else truly shape me into a lesser, far more inferior me and I'm deciding to throw that bastard out. I'll still have my issues, but I won't be controlled by them or how people perceive me. I'm going to bring my all everyday even if no one notices.

Another major factor in finding that true trust in myself was realizing that I didn't fully trust myself. I would only go 50%-90% most times. Even though I got better on "trusting" in general, trusting myself was one of the major problems I had. It was one of the major reasons why I failed in my more important goals in life. That was a total life changer. Once I knew about this, thanks to Archangel Michael, I was able to really change things around about myself.

Because I didn't trust myself, I had low expectations about things. Those low expectations manifested in not finishing projects and not seeing the results I wanted. Which ultimately lead to me feeling highly frustrated about life and how things just didn't work for me. Which lead me to subconsciously want help from guru's that spoke good enough game even though I was resistant. I wanted someone to give me a process that worked, so that I could stop struggling with myself. But that internal struggling came from me not trusting myself, so once I DID I had no need to have those people in my life. In fact I unsubscribed, unfollowed and deleted the very people that I idolized negatively. I felt kind of bad doing it but now (a few weeks since) I haven't thought about them at all!

In the height of that, learning about my new dream, having this new perspective on things and finally willing to put all the effort I needed to get there, I made my first vision board. I wanted to see, read and embody the very things I knew I could get out of life. That no matter what or who says what, I can live the life I was meant to live. That I wasn't bound to the struggles, negativity and ruined people in this city. I was born to fly freely and I was finally making that effort to do that! Seeing my own creativity and style made it so much more clearer that I was indeed born special, and that I hid from myself and my true power for way too long. Even if it takes a whole lifetime, I'm willing to dish it out on my own terms and not someone else's.

Since then, I made even more vision boards and my confidence went up quite a bit. I let myself do things now that I was afraid to do. I'm changing how I do business and how I approach things. I tell myself everyday that I trust myself and that things will work out. And mostly, I'm showing my wings to all that is in range to see them. So that I can be able to share and give my own radiance to people that find themselves in the same rut, without so much sacrificing my own butt in the process.

So this summer was a wonderful tool and I see how everything DID work out for the best. I could of never imagined the person I am now in the oceans of tears I cried throughout. I'm unbelievably happy of all the great and loving guides (especially the fairies) that kept me going and assured me of better times. I'm probably not rolling in money, have a big house or have that perfect lover or body now, but I have the most important thing. An undying drive, dedication and trust in myself. That I'm not only good enough for this world, but I am the very world I live in. And if I want a better life I have to have a better me, a me that is full of self love with a trust to match!  

 

My first Desktop Vision Board

Making my dreams and goals come true through vision boards!

 

Can I say that I just got addicted to making vision boards for my desktop? It started two days ago, when I realized it's been a few weeks since I decided I needed to change my life for the better. I noticed I was slow to change my bad habits and how frustrated I was that I kept doing the same nonsense over and over. Honestly, I forgot what exactly told me to make a vision board haha. I actually had the idea earlier this year after meeting my twin flame in a dream but I never got around to it. The idea have been popping up now and again but I never went forward with it.

But this time I figured what the hell and looked it up a bit. I saw how effective it was and decided to do my own, finally. That's when I gathered all the cute and girly pictures that I've collected for years and splash them all over my Photoshop canvas as you can see here.

My main focus was my ideal life, dreams and goals, what I loved and what I wanted to see everyday in my life. It was a pretty great experiment and I learned a lot about myself. How creative I really am and my personal style. Sometimes it's hard to know your own personal style if you don't lay down the elements for yourself to see in a creative way. I actually felt extremely proud for doing this and how much this encouraged my need for positive changes.

What I love most about my very first vision board is the words, phrases and overall style of the vision board. I have to admit, I feel like I nailed down my own personal style and feel a lot more confident in myself because of it. I'm not constantly comparing myself and shifting through possible concepts of what I can call myself. This time, it's all laid out for me to see and I'm super proud of myself! Which in turn makes me feel a lot more confident in the changes I want to see in myself. I don't have to worry about everyone else's opinions and ideas. It's all up to me and I finally know how I should do it.

I guess you can say that my vision board is more than that, but a personal therapy. A way to feel more in myself and be more confident in that person that hasn't expressed itself fully in a way that I can totally see. With the huge personal changes that I have been through, seeing this and the results of my changes makes me more than positive that the life I want to live is very much possible. I don't have to struggle in and outside myself to find a true place in this world and in myself. Something that I haven't handled at it's root till a month or so ago.

With that said I totally encourage that everyone out there make their own vision boards, on the computer desktop or other wise. It's not only a great way to pin down your dreams and goals so they can manifest faster via law of attraction, but it's a constant reminder of who you are!

Lightworker Angel reading April 2-8, 2012

Hey everyone!

I'm going to try out a special new kind of angel reading, where I give messages to specific groups of lightworkers like indigo, crystal children/adults, earth angels and etc. This was pretty much done on a whim and I decided to relax a bit more in my videos and let my dorkyness shine!

Even if you're not a lightworker, these messages can still mean something to you, they are not limited to just "lightworkers" it's for everyone that finds them inspiring, helpful and true to them.

This week's reading I'll be focusing on these groups (in order of the video) crystal children/adults, indigo starseeds, and finally nature loving people (incarnated fairies and etc)

For the crystals this is the time to sit down and write out new ideas and TAKE ACTION on them. For the indigo starseeds, you've missed a step along your current progress so you must back track and find what's been missing. That will be the key if something is not working for you or you feel stuck currently. Finally, our nature lovers have been bogged down to the earth with negative energy. Ask he angels to cut your cords and lift that energy off you. So that you can go about your day without tuning into the negativity of the world.

For everyone that's in listening range, JUST HAVE FUN! Life is too short to be bogged down by the coulds, woulds, and shoulds! Also, it helps lift your energy to really high places where it's easier to be in focus of your true loving goals!

Thank you everyone for listening and watching!

Podcast 7: Time To Clean Up The Old!

Hey everyone! 

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Here is the new podcast for this week which talks about clearing out baggage and old energies! The angels will guide us on how it happened and what we can do to fix it, so we can have a transformational spring!

 Hope you all are having a great end of winter!

♥♥♥ Inner Child, The Divine Whisperer ♥♥♥

Tangled And The Internal Struggles Of Following Your Dream

Tangled is a great movie, not because it touches us in a deep way, but it shows how the human heart can both push us to something greater, but also keep us stagnate at the same time.

Here is the starting plot of the movie that sets everything off. Taken from Wikipedia:

"A drop of sunlight falls to the ground and grows into a magical flower, with the power to heal the sick and injured. An old woman named Gothel finds it and uses it to keep herself young by singing an incantation. Centuries later, a kingdom has developed, ruled by a king and queen. The Queen becomes ill during pregnancy, and the couple's loving subjects search for the legendary flower. The queen is eventually fed the flower, is healed, and gives birth to a daughter, whom they name Rapunzel. Rapunzel's golden hair, it is found, has absorbed the magical abilities of the flower. Gothel discovers this and tries to steal a lock of Rapunzel's hair. However, she finds that, once cut, the hair turns its normal brown and loses its power. So she kidnaps Rapunzel and hides her in a tower, saving the powers of the magic flower for herself, and raising her as her own child. Every year, on Rapunzel's birthday, her parents and their subjects release thousands of sky lanterns, in the hope that the lost princess will return. Rapunzel has seen these over the years from her high tower. Nearing her 18th birthday, she asks Gothel to take her outside to see the source of the annual floating lights as her present, but Gothel refuses."

I couldn't help but to notice the friction between Rapunzel's and Gothel's goals, and that of the human heart. How many times did we dream about doing something, big or small, only to meet an inner being, or a Gothel, telling us other wise.

Gothel is my favorite character believe it or not lol

 In the movie, Gothel is quite manipulative, and she undermind's Rapunzel's wishes and fills her head that the outside world is a horrible place. She tells Rapunzel that she couldn't possibly defend herself from its evils, that she was immature, naive and "vague". This was Gothel's way to keep Rapunzel from going into the outside world, to keep her "safe" in the tower, only to wonder "what if?". 

I can tell you now, I feel like I've always had an inner Gothel, telling me that it's safe to be where I am, even if I'm hungry to advance and strive for my dreams. Those "negative voices" that people talk about all the time, it's the same concept. People from all walks of life, from all backgrounds will face those feelings, obstacles, and hurdles.

What made Rapuzel so great was that despite her own fears of not only upsetting her mother, but "facing the world", she decides to put it all on the line to go for her dream! How many people you know have been so bold to do that? To have this incredible dream, vision and concept that they want to make a reality and said "The hell with the world!" and do it? Even for those of us that have taken the unbeaten path, it can be hard to change along the way and get better, because in the back of our minds those voices are still calling us home, back to the tower where it's safe. 

It was the same for Rapunzel, even when she felt grass under her feet, ran in the fields, and felt the freedom of being alive for the first time, she was conflicted greatly, and always thought about the tower. She thought how horrible of a daughter she was and how her actions would upset her mother enormously, so much so that Rapunzel was in tears. It's never easy to seemingly give up on everything you know for a simple dream.

The awards for striving for your dream is always great, but it's never an "easy" road. You don't just make your dreams come true, you are deciding that no matter what, you'll see your dream through for everything it's worth. Even when people say (me included) "life can be easy if you do/think/behave differently" it's never really that simple. Life is an open road, not a linear tunnel. What you decide to put in will result of what you'll get out. You can be positive all you want, but you'll still need the strength and courage to overcome everything that will be thrown at you. If you're sitting in your tower, waiting for your dream to smack you in the face, you will need Rapunzel's magic hair to keep you alive for all the time you'll be waiting. 

 That doesn't mean you have to work yourself to the grave for your dream, but I will never suggest that you sit in a tower and wait for it to happen either. When you feel it, that passion, that goal, that connection between you and the world around you, you'll know that you're more then ready to not only make your dream come true, but to finally know what to do to get there (at least the first step). Even if you're scared, afraid or alone, it will be that inner passion that will override the fear and make you "do something" that you'll never thought you would. 

That is what Rapunzel did, and she was faced with many challenges and even sacrifices, but she became a person that she never thought she could be. She become smarter, wiser and so much more vibrant because she moved mountains for this one dream she had since she was a little girl. That is what life is about, striving for something that is bigger then yourself, even when the whole world is against you. It's never the easiest road, but it's always the more exciting and awarding one! 

 Are you excited yet? Go out there and start going after your dreams!

Pictures and gifs are from colliner and Tumblr , and edited by me (the top banner picture)

How I Found My Divine Purpose

Finally, after months and months of thinking about it and planning it, I'm finally going to start posting some much needed information about "lightworkers".

Originally, I wanted to exclusively post articles related to being a crystal child adult. Since I was guided that I was one myself, less then a year ago, I figured I should share some much needed tips on living a more peaceful life as one. Life has been more and more intense for me in the last 3-4 years, so the least I can do is to show people a better way to be if they are on the same path.

However, my calling wasn't solely for crystal children, but all children, of all kinds, children of the mass universe. On that day, since knowing I was a leader and guardian of the crystal children (I will post about it), my divine nature only got more vast then I could imagine. I won't get into details because quite honestly I'm still weary about telling others. It all seems so out of the box (more then I'm use too which is really saying something) that I'm not sure what other people will think, though that shouldn't be a concern of mine. It doesn't make my journey or path any less real, in fact the things that I was shown couldn't be realer. Everything fits so perfectly with the line of events that happened to me from years ago or just in my whole life in general, I would be a fool to not believe it 100%.

Its just that I want to know more, I've been given some great key elements to who I really am. Which only leads to more questions and to want to know the "whole thing", but I know they show me these things when it's the right time, so I have to be patient.

With that said, I know my divine purpose or at least, one of many. I feel like I will have quite the active life ahead of me, and I'm not even done with the "start up course". Of course, I'm not the most patient person in the world when it comes to my path, so I want my life to "really get started". I want to do big things, so its frustrating just trying to get your angel card business off the ground, when you feel like you have so much more to do and offer to the world. I love doing the angel readings but I want to do 1000 more things along with it, but it will come in time.

Getting back to my original subject, my divine purpose is one of many. I never truly "figured it out" till last week or so, since I've been shown many things. A lot happened to lead up to that moment which are private, but it once again it opened up my bleeding heart about how much I want to help people, more so lightworkers.

Giving some back-story, so you all can understand, I never really considered myself a "people person", in fact I'm not a people person. I could really care or less about being sociable to most of the population since I'm naturally a loner. Despite that, I always shown great concern to people and friends online that have personal problems. I honestly don't know where it comes from, because I'm never like that towards people offline. Somehow, I just have that tick about me, that goes to the rescue when people need to hear the truth.

 I can say I enjoy it, because I DO want to see people happy and not in struggle. It's almost like I have that magical answer to their problems that they don't know about, so I'm doing a great service just telling them about it haha (Not the mindset I truly have but more or less the unconscious "drive" behind the motive).

So with that, I'm not a people lover but I have an uncanny desire to help when I see someone in need. Now, increase that scenario 100x over, I'm greatly sensitive others emotions, so that means I feel what they feel. That struggle, that pain and just that need to be truly supported. Then mix that with my own desires to help which is heighten on its own, a very combustible mix, it always leaves me in tears, sadness and a deep burning desire to do something about it.

That's what happened a few weeks ago with a good friend of mine, and it made me quite angry at the world that people like us, "lightworkers", are not fully supported. I know there are support groups out there but I want something more, a lot more. I wanted to do something about it to fix this epidemic that I felt was happening for sometime now. All that light and love, the golden age, things are changing for the better hoopla that everyone is so excited to share, doesn't mean shit if no one is doing the work to get us there, even more so, are even happy with themselves or their lives.

 I don't want to sound like a negative minded person but I honestly feel like if we don't do something "now" to fix it, we'll be crawling to the finished line. I don't think the world is going to blow up or anything like that, but I have a severe urgency about this. If no one is dong the work they came here to do, or even out of commission because they never learned about who they are, how can we expect things to change? I don't want to kill anyone's dreams about a better future but it's really crunch time if we want this to work.

These were the basic feelings that swam in me that early morning last week. Something needs to be done, and as I thought about it, I had this odd feeling in my stomach that this was what I was meant to do. I can't explain the feeling but it was dead on. So as I thought about it, all the crazy events, messages, synchronicities, dreams, symbols and feelings started coming together in a cohesive matter almost instantly! All the pieces I've been shown is now coming together in a bigger picture that I completely understood. I felt good that morning, to tears even. For once in my life I got the answer I was truly seeking for years, my divine purpose. ( just saw 555 on my clock how cool is that?)

As excited as I was, this is only the beginning. My guides have always said that what I'm doing now, the angel readings, is the "kiddy version" of what I really came here to do, so I know that learning my purpose was the easy part, I now have to start it.

Thus this post was made, to get you guys up to date with the new line of blog posts I will be doing! Everything lightworkers, sensitive people, crystal children, star people and the like. It's our job to go after our dreams but we have be more spiritually supported to do so as well, something that I'm willing to do, something I was born to do! ;)

Till next time! 

♥♥♥ Inner Child, The Divine Whisperer ♥♥♥

Don't forget you can get a free love angel reading this Saturday! 

Manual of power for the artist

 I posted this on my craft blog and other art sites I'm on. This resulted of sick and tired of seeing so many artist disabling themselves to become the people they want to be.

Dear artists of the world,

Where do I even start? I come online everyday and more likely then not I have to hear yet another person's trails and tribulations about "being an artist". Its either in trying to find a style, trying to stay true to yourself, wanting more criticism, telling people to piss off because of criticism, trying to be popular, wanting to live off by doing what they love, and/or thousand other things.

When the rubber hits the road us artists can agree that being an artist is FUCKING HARD. God forbid if you're on the internet trying to make your way because so many of us is left behind in the dust while a select few makes their dreams come true. Tough world, eat it or get out. Don't be an artist if you can't take consist shit and bricks to your emotional face. Don't even start if you can't handle being judged by the world by what and how you draw (or other wise) because that's basically what you're doing from that moment on...

That last paragraph you just read. Is a complete lie... Everything, every single word, your mind just got blown (or not).

Being an artist is NOT HARD, YOU CAN make your own way on the internet, YOU CAN become popular. YOU CAN MAKE A LIVING BY DOING WHAT YOU LOVE. It is all possible and very achievable for anyone that wants it, but there is one thing standing in your way. Yourself and what you THINK you can and can not do aka your beliefs!

What you think and believe directs your outcome of your life as an artist and life itself.

Think about that second paragraph again. Did you agree with one or more statements, did it completely resonate with you because that's the same thing you have been going though? Well, we are about to punch every single one of those statements in the face twice, but you have to promise to have A LOT of patience with yourself because this is just the beginning. The beginning to finding your own magical world where your true artistic abilities are held and everything else that you ever wanted.

First and foremost stop what your doing, for god's sake get off the internet and bust out some lined paper and a pencil to reinvent yourself! Write down every single thing that you want as an artist and just as a person.

This is not the time to be "humble", you can be humble when your dead, if you want popularity then write it down! If you want to make a lot of money by drawing (or any craft) write it in all caps, engrave it in your mind! Write down every single thing that you want to have right now.

How do you feel about all your aspirations and dreams? Does it feel good just to write them or are you nervous because you made the greatest of sins for wanting so much? Either way, listen to your feelings because they are telling you something. Something important about yourself and how you approach the world.

Write those feelings down or just express them. Good, bad, sadness, or depression it doesn't matter just write them down. Don't just write the emotions down, write the "reason" behind the feelings. Does those feelings come from other people's opinions? Did those feelings resulted in what you were told, or what you assumed in the world? Write the whole story down, make it real again and feel those emotions again.

All those icky feelings, opinions, and beliefs you have about yourself, as an artist or just as a person is the very reason why you can't get what you want. You literally built a stone box (aka your feelings and beliefs) around you blocking you from the sunshine that you seek. You chiseled and chiseled at a small part of that wall to invite a small ray of light. Then you go to another part of the wall and try again. Sometimes it works sometimes it doesn't. But out of the "whole world" that is out there the most you get are the small rays of yellow light. Don't down your rays of light, be proud of them that you can chisel through a godly tough stone wall to get them.

But you're craving more light, more sun, and more of "what is out there" in your unique world of talent. Don't down that part either, if you want more then you are a natural non-corrupted human being. Don't let others (people around you, the media, yourself) tell you that "wanting more" is wrong. Wanting more is grabbing what you have and adding more to it, making it bigger and better then what it was before. So if you want more, say it loud and proud!

Okay, so we out lined what we do want and how we felt about it. We focused on the negative feelings and how its trapping us in this "stone box". Now its time to turn that stone box into a "glass box"! Where you can see your full potential, live in front of you. You can see your dreams literally taking shape and playing back to you like you're in a wicked movie theater. The best part of the glass box is that you don't have to chisel at it for god knows how long just to get a taste of it, you can simply tap the glass and watch the barrier fall.

Before we start, all those harsh feelings from before? Let the emotions go, write/draw/paint your negativity on a piece of paper then throw it in the trash. Tell yourself "I am no longer holding these emotions against myself, thank you for telling me what I needed to work on in myself, you are free to go!". Say it as many times as you want till you're ready to throw some positivity in your new artist self!

Take out another piece of paper and write down your dreams (shorten version if you want) and why it is possible to achieve those dreams! This might be hard for some since we were so focused on the "reality" of things but this is where you rewrite "your" reality.
Where you change your beliefs about what can and can't happen in your life. When you are writing your reasons why, make those reasons real, feel that positive energy about yourself. That is key because if you can feel it, then its real to you in some form. The realer you make it, the more achievable it is!

Make yourself feel good about your dreams and how you can easily get to them. Get that huge ego and embrace it because its telling you, you can do ANYTHING and you don't even have to work hard. When you are positive about something, you are making it real and accessible to come into your life. Things come "out the blue" when your positive, things just go smoothly, and ideas just work out when you're upbeat in mood. Where when you are negative about something the opposite happens.

That's because your beliefs and feelings are dictating what you can and can't do. "I can" means unlimited where "I can't" means limited. When you say either you are stating whether you're enabling or disenabling yourself from what you can or can not want, do, or believe.

Its all a state of mind if you can or can't do it. Open yourself to all what life and what your dreams have put together for you and ride that epic wave. Don't let others take that away from you either because "all this", the old and new found artist self was done by you. No one can change your beliefs unless you let yourself believe them.

No one can take your dreams away and no one can block you from your goals but you! Be persistent, courageous, daring, loving, and head strong with what you want as an artist. Whoever doesn't like what you're doing, tell them to simply "piss of" and don't feel sorry to stand for what you believe in.

This is "your life" take control of it and your creative destiny, never let anyone take that power away because its rightfully yours.

Peace, love, and paint brushes ~

Imagination: The Unicorn's Perspective

Imagination is key to success, but I often forget about its amazing power. That and seeing my own doubt clouds my inner truth that reaching for your dreams can be fun and effortless.

This is the unicorns wake up call (for the nth time haha) to me that my imagination is my biggest ally and key to opening my dreams into reality.When I was called to the unicorn deck this was the card that flipped face up to me.

♥ Imagine ♥

 They say using the imagination is the very best way to get success. Not because its a great way to attract it to yourself but you're putting your own energy, dreams, and beliefs into a world that is very close to this one. 

When you imagine things they are just as real as you and I, but they are not yet in the "physical plane". Imagine things going well everyday and they will. Your power of imagination is your greatest gift to all humanity even if people think of the idea as silly. Us unicorns are very real when people dream of us everyday. 

There is nothing wrong with imagining your greatest wishes coming true, that's how you make them real. The biggest tip to you all is to believe in them as well. If you imagine your dreams happening but not believing it will come true then it won't. 

Imagination runs on some form of belief even if your belief lies in another world. It all helps, but you have to remember it comes from the inside first. Imagine, dream, and believe is the biggest key words we have for you today!

Keep dreaming and believing in your dreams, that they can truly come to life! That is the universe's gift to you all!

 The Unicorn Kingdom

Don't forget that I'm open to take readings. A one card reading like this is only $10!

♥ Inner Child, The Divine Whisperer ♥

Meeting Arch Angel Michael

For my very first post it will be a very special one, where I met arch angel Michael in my dream on Monday morning.

That day before I went to Borders to try to get two angel card decks that were on sale. Unfortunately all the card decks, even the tarot cards were sold out. I was pissed naturally because I've waited all day to go and get the cards. However I did get a drawing book that I always wanted on sale. Even then, I was still disappointed about not getting the card decks.

Since the cards wasn't there I skimmed through a few books that looked interesting in the new age section. One was an angel book by Doreen Virtue and I skimmed through most of it. I did read a few bits of a story of a women asking for protection from arch angel Michael for her car trip. That made me thought "oh yeah" about the fact you can call on Michael for protection. So after my book trip everything was normal till that Monday morning when I woke up and went back to sleep and had a few dreams.

The last dream I had ended up on a runaway train cart while holding a child that I met in the dream I had before this one. The dream was clear, bright, and even though I wasn't lucid dreaming, I was very aware. More aware then I've can remember in a dream. So while I'm realizing what's going on, I'm starting to freak out because I didn't want to get hit by an in coming train. There were times where I was planning how to jump off the cart without hurting myself or the child. We had a few close calls with trains coming on the left side tracks, and there were times where our cart switched tracks. So at one part of the dream, we go under a bridge and immediately know that I'm dreaming. At that same moment I remember that I can call on Michael for protection. That's when I made a heart felt plead to Michael to protect me and the child. I think I said "Michael please protect us" or something like that. This wasn't the first time I asked for help (from anyone at that) in a dream, but this was the first time that I felt the emotion that I did when I asked for Michael's protection. The dream itself felt more real then I'm used to, but for some reason I remember the strong feeling of "I really need some help right now" at that moment.

So right then and there the cart switches tracks and I fall on my face on the ground. I look up and can feel the gavel in my hands, I even remember seeing the pebbles and rocks fall out my hands when I held them up to me. After that, I collapse again to the same position when I think of the child that I was holding! So I scramble to get the child from under me. I remember feeling the weight of the girl as I picked her up and hold her in front of me, only to find out that she was replaced with a doll! The stuffed doll had small X's across her face where the eyes were suppose to be and was made out of material of a potato sack. I still know that I'm dreaming so when I saw this my first reaction was "wtf?" that and "What the hell is going on? The child was just here? This is really weird". When I mean weird, I mean more weird then normal in my wildest lucid dreams. Something was up but I didn't know what. I turn to my left and see a person hiding behind a concrete column then disappears to the second column behind the first one. I could only see the a really shadowy face and the upper half of the body. I knew whoever the person was, they had something to do with what just happened. So then I either get up or the dream pans over but I see a young boy, not older then 10-12 years of age and he was short. He had brown/caramel skin, round very determined eyes, normal nose, a really round face, really pouty lips that was tinted red like he had a really light lip stick. His hair was out and fluffy that came down to his shoulders, and he had two fluffy pig tails on top of his head. He had on a red traditional Japanese outfit with a tan/cream sting going around his waist. He had matching read pants that puffed out at the end. He also had a sword but I didn't see it in detail, but I knew he had one.

I was so shocked because one, he looked nothing like the traditional pictures of arch angel Michael. Two, because just the aura and the presence was incredible. When I first saw him, I stared in his face and was amazed at the detail of it. I was literally scanning his face and recording it in my mind so I can remember it. Down to the lighting and shading of the face I was so awed by what was happening. Then looking at his eyes his eye brows were tilted down to his eyes, but he wasn't angry but had a very determined look. Everything was so real and detailed that without a shadow of a doubt he was the real thing standing before me. I was completely blind sided by the whole thing.

After a second or two of looking at him I say out loud "oh my god, how cute!". A second after that he says "its done" or "its over" then turns around to leave. I run up to him and he jumps head first forward and fades away from sight. So after that I start to walk home from the place I was at. While I was walking I saw two other older men in the same outfit (black in white colors) run pass me to where arch angel Michael was. While they was running I saw this concerned look from them. It was like they just missed a huge event or wanted to see arch angel Michael themselves. Also I felt they were his followers or were apart of his group.

So after I saw the two men, the dream pans over to where I'm going down the steps in my house. My mom and sister was there and my mom was telling me about how she won hundreds of dollars from doing internet polls. Then she tells me the child (I had during the cart ride) was at home, I thought to myself "sheesh" then woke up.

When I woke up I instantly remembered the whole dream and seeing arch angel Michael. I was amazed at what just happened and wrote the whole thing down in my journal. Then later that evening I drew a head shot picture of what he looked like before I forgot any details. I also drew a full body picture that day after. Since I had that dream I've had signs of his presence. When I had the feeling to do a card reading, two cards fell as I was shuffling them. Of course the arch angel Michael card was one of them that fell. I also did a reading for a friend where he was the first card drawn. I've had a closet door open as soon as I sat at my computer desk and even seen and heard his name on t.v over and over again among other things.  

Also that day of the dream I finally had the drive to finally start up my blog shop. It came out the blue late at night as I was telling my friend that I wanted to be productive but had no inspiration for it. Then bam! I suddenly had all the inspiration and the fearlessness to finally open my shop. As well do all the things that I needed and was holding off to do. No doubt that it was his way to push me to do the things I was holding off on. I remember having those same kinds of feelings before in other tough parts of my life, when I was fed up with something. All and all a lot has happened since the dream 3 days ago. A lot of things that I needed and wanted to happen came to pass. It just seems like a wall has been broken down where I can finally move forward easier.

I'm not sure what's in store but I can't wait to see what happens next. Till then I want to work on the pictures that I drew of him in my dream. You can see them both down below. I hope you all enjoy my very first post. Till then, take care!