Rise of the Guardians

Last night I decided to finally watch Rise of the Guardians and holy crap I regret not seeing it in the movies! This movie has truly inspired me to go after my dreams 100%. To talk, embrace and remind myself and maybe many others to follow their own dreams. We all have a divine purpose and it often shows itself in our passions and dreams. But when we get older and reality is slammed in our faces, it may seem like we're living a lie.


Where no magic exists, money rules and social acceptance is our only calling. I've been living in the cold shadows of my fears, failures and rejections for way too long, on ideals of the hard and broken. Money, material items and social acceptance is not what I want out of life. Dreams, magic and the beauty of living in the now is what I truly want. I can get that even in the worst of times. It's weightless, tasteless, you can't see it but you can feel it. You can take it with you wherever you go and even give it to others. That magic, the kind that true believers like me believe in, is in following your passion, instinct and dreams. That is what I want, dreams and magic. Not frame and popularity at the end of the day. I know what I want is there and is already coming to me.

It's the sparely shimmer of the heart, that trial of magic and wonder. That calling of something greater than yourself, that belief that who you are and who you want to be is truly magical, mystical and vibrant. That is what I'm passionate about and that is what the movie reminded me of.

Even though Jack Frost didn't know who he was, his determination and passion to know his purpose shined through and gave him what he wanted. I loved the fact that the movie showcased getting in touch with your inner child, that one part of you that knows what you really want. That was really stirring to me, I was very moved by it.

When North showed how he had many different sides of him, but his core was wonder and delight and sharing that with all the children of the world, I was on the verge of tears. That is something I want to do, to show and be the magic that I know is in the world. Show others that what you want to do in this world is so valid. Even though I'm doing all this for myself, I want people to take away exactly what I'm showing and giving.

I want to have fun in life and other people should too. That is truly magical and Jack Frost highlighted that as well. 

His fun loving nature, not only helped saved the guardians, but also helped him find himself. Because of that, everything that he ever wanted came right to him on a silver platter, that is truly magical.

I guess to end this, I feel that I am a guardian myself because I know exactly what it is that moves me in life, or one of the many things that moves me. That is dreams and bringing more magic in this world. For people, especially older reality driven people to take a step back and truly question if what they are doing is right, or even apart of their divine makeup.

  Keep dreaming folks!

Home From Zenkaikon

 I was away at Zenkaikon, an anime convention, for 4 days (I came home on Monday) and these are my most current thoughts since.

Original Picture by Eirian-stock

Ever since I came home from Zenkaikon, a lot of different things became apparent to me. I just need to change. Change out of this old stuff that I've been holding on to for so long and stop thinking that my choices will fuck me over in the long run. I want to speak about the truth that I know for sure, something that I really hold dear to me, and that is following your dreams. Be passionate about what you want to do and do it no matter if someone is watching or not. Travel and see the world, find something different to explore and enjoy every moment. Life is not hard, but we make it that way when we choose things that we really don't need or want. When I started FYIC readings and card readings in general I wanted a quick source of income. Even though I didn't make a ton of money by any means, it gave me money to support myself and showed how my focus and dedication does work wonders. But it also showed how much I tried to work and cater to others more than myself at the end of the day. The blog content, the reading sales, the twitter and all of that was so more people can actually find me and hopefully buy from me. I do love what I do in essence, but being honest with myself, I just wanted to find a way to support myself without hating my job. FYIC readings did do that for me for a while till I started to really notice that I loved doing whatever I was doing rather than reading for people. Even though it would be fun, interesting and exciting, I would always look forward to doing something else.

This isn't a bad thing, but it really shows that my heart and passion isn't in giving people spiritual guidance. I don't want to give people guidance. I don't want to be apart of the spiritual community like I used to be, I don't want to teach people all the rules and ways of the universe. I want to teach people to follow their dreams. That is what matters to me and that is what I feel makes the world go round. I want to do things purely for myself and what I find passion in. And following your dreams is it. It just fills me with glee thinking about it. Nothing else to me matters but doing what I want at this point in life. I'm not trying to do things for other people and I surely don't want to speak about dreams for others. I want to speak about it because I am passionate about it. That's as simple as it gets.

 I want to talk because I want too. Not for money, popularity, frame, or some type of outside gain. I want to do this because I want too and I so love to do it. That is what matters to me. Everything else as far as spiritual guidance from whatever source doesn't matter to me anymore in the way it used to. I don't need it, and I surely don't want to talk about it like I thought I wanted to. I'll give that torch to so many others that love what they do in that arena.

Me, myself want to talk about dreams and how wonderful it is to have and follow them. The many gifts it shows us and the many wonderful things that stems from dreams when we do follow them. That is everything to me and I love how my own spiritual nature adheres to that ideal that I love so much. I've truly been putting my spiritual gifts in the wrong area, for the wrong reasons and for the wrong people.

I want to put up my hat and jacket in this area of my life and start anew, with something I really want. To focus on me only and no one else because people don't give me passion like dreams do and talking about them. I'm going to be the most selfish I think I've ever been and say that I refuse to cater to anyone outside myself in my endeavors from now on, especially people on the internet. It will be quite the change of pace but I can do it. Whatever extra that comes from doing what I want, will be just that, extra.

March 18-24 Ascended Masters Reading

It's time to get real and honest with ourselves. We've been uncomfortable in our own skin trying to draw wisdom from other people and concepts to define us. Unfortunately, that doesn't work when we're entering a world of true authenticity so it's time to GET REAL with yourself. Accept yourself as who you are and your real wisdom will shine from the inside!

Stand in Your Power!

Are you REALLY in your power?

Or simply dancing around the idea while life passes you by? It's time to stand up and go for what it is that you want, we all worked pretty hard on clearing the bullshit out of our lives and now it's time to really put our money where our mouth is. DON'T BE AFRAID OF YOUR POWER, POWER IS A POSITIVE THING! This week's reading is all about facing your issues with power and deciding to not give a damn about what anyone has to say about your life and how you do things. Stand up and take your power back once and for all! It's pretty much your birth right, don't screw it up!

Where I am and how I approach business

So here I am, typing for this blog in what seems like forever.

As you can tell if you follow this blog closely is that I stopped blogging regularly. There are many reasons for that. It just comes to a point where you have to shift and change with your moods, body, intuition and new interests. Not to say that I stopped blogging because it got boring, I will never get tired of blogging, but I was dying to get from under this self imposed way of business.

I am going to admit, as much as I love business, the creative side of it all, that is the only thing I love about business. I hate the numbers, the endless marketing methods to get followers (though I feel I can be good at marketing when I listen to my intuition), the adhering to a target market, trying to make people be interested in your stuff, trying to attract fans, likes and pretty much anything that is not about creating freely and sharing it with like minded people.

I honestly feel like in the years I've wanted my own business, I've been brain washed in what a business is suppose to be. I tried countless ways to be that big brand and great expert in the field that I hear I need to be in countless articles and books. But god damn, when does it end? When do I stop trying and just start being. Does it take so much just to be successful, or I'm missing something important? I get that it takes effort to do something great but I am not interested in selling my soul for this hobby either. I like things easy, effortless and fun. I'll admit a lot of my path in FYIC has been more like squeezing blood out of a daisy than effortless fun.

So in attempt to come out of the same routine I stopped doing the blogs every week to try something different and more flexible. Then I got into the videos (which I will stay I have some success in surprisingly) and the blogs pretty much stopped. Five months later more and more things became apparent in my way of "business". Everything is more in a "trying to be successful" than just "letting myself be successful" due to the countless rules I always thought I needed to listen too. Even when I knew this was just a hobby, I still struggled with these internal rules I thought I needed to follow to be successful which HAVEN'T really worked since the very beginning.

So why do I still follow them? Why do I still care? Why can't I let myself be myself in this endeavor and let everything else work itself out?

I care about succeeding and being the best I know I can be, but I am simply not aligned to what I really want to do with FYIC and I always knew that. This morning I found out exactly what was wrong with me in this path and why I always seem to be under the radar as far as success goes.

"I felt afraid of having fun in my own business/life work, follow your inner child readings, and anything that I would own because people would not take me seriously. I feel that people would see the way I do things and say "that is not a real business" and not validate me as a real business, thus people will never buy from me, or I will stay small. I felt that fear of going out of the box, being really out there and showing people who's boss, who I am and how I do things. I feel that people won't respond well and my businesses will flop. I always felt that I had to do certain things to be considered a real business or to be taken seriously. However, I feel that those are the very reasons why I am not achieving the great success in business that I am seeking."

Simply and beautifully put by my early morning self. I'm simply cutting myself off from the greatness that IS ME by following the methods I thought would work for me.

Going by the books doesn't work....

Doing what others say doesn't work...

Giving a damn about what others think doesn't work...

Not being myself fully doesn't work...

None of that crap works and yet I've been trying to switch it up since the beginning, only to face the same limitations and beliefs that is still keeping me in place. I'm not ungrateful towards my path, just annoyed that I kept this mindset for this long. But I know what I want and what I'm passionate about.

Talking about my path in life...

Inspiring people...

Encouraging people to follow their dreams...

Being myself, being hard and soft, hot and cold, sweet and savory, compassionate yet cynical...

Being creative...

Loving what I do...

Not taking life seriously, including spirituality...

And so much more...

I know that works because it's an effortless process that I don't have to think hard about. Or be concerned if I'm "doing it right" because of the countless ways I thought I needed to be. That and I have a positive feeling in myself that dictates exactly how things will go. Where anything else only attracts the lack of what I'm really looking for. A good time, excitement and people to share my experiences with.

So that's just one of the things that I've been dealing with in the last 5 months. Now I'm right in the middle of a HUGE transitional period in my life. Changing everything over into a new way including the way I approach this hobby. I hope you guys enjoy and get a lot out of these experiences that I will share with you all!

I missed you guys, this blog and I'm glad to be back on track with what I REALLY want.

To prove I'm willing to move out of my own limitations lets add a random yacht at the end of this blog post 

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March 4-10 Archangel Michael Reading

This week is all about the transitional stages of going towards what we want. It's time to make big changes and choose what it is that we want now if we haven't already. Don't be afraid to leave the old and go into to the unknown, the angels has our backs in everything we do!

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