The Magic of Having Fun & Being in The Moment

Having fun is so important. Having fun is important because it reminds you of the other side of life. Not the one where you wake up in the morning for work, think about your bills, issues, job, the economy and how you're going to solve this or that. But the side of life where you're focused on the good, positive and the childlike present you're experiencing.

Having fun truly rises above any and all things material, grounded and solid. Having fun lifts your energy, brings you solutions, connects you with people and brings you in a totally different state of mind.

Whether it's with friends, yourself or a pet, having fun does magical wonders. When was the last time you had true fun? When was the last time you had fun in the worst of times or when things seem bleak. Even if it was a moment, you felt that lightness in your laugh, that airiness of your mind and your current issues take a back seat. This is the magic of not just having fun but also living in the moment.

Too often we take our issues with us every single day. Hoping that somehow thinking them through will somehow solve and complete them. But in the grand scheme of things, constantly thinking of the same issues over and over just creates a bigger illusion of what we want to happen. We can not control everything, we surly can't control other people or circumstances. But somehow, the control we have over ourselves, our moods and emotions takes us from where we are to where we want to be, even if it seems like we're taking a more passive role in life. It's not giving in or submitting that makes life work, but realizing that this very moment, all that matters is having fun and taking notice of the opportunities that is right in front of you. 

When you have fun, you're right in the moment. You're realizing that in this very time space, you are "enjoying yourself" way more than thinking about the past or visualizing the future. You're right here, in the now in all the grandness that it has to offer you.

Bringing more joy, laughter and just that magic of being in the moment in life makes your world work and flow. You're not distracted by everything else, you're enjoying yourself, even loving the air your breathe and just what is currently happening. Even if things isn't perfect and you're desperate for answers or a solution, having fun is the first thing I would suggest. Don't feel guilty about it either, that makes your life even more complicated than it has to be. Take that time off from the harshness of the world, the constant opinions of others and just that cynical mindset of the world and take in a lighter, easier approach to what is happening. Laugh about your issues, make light fun of yourself and how you're reacting and see how small the problem gets in comparison to what they were a few minutes ago.

Life is suppose to be easy, fun and light. Yes, we do have issues to deal with, but that doesn't mean that life is all about embodying the very things we're trying to clear out. It's just the things we chose to resolve during our journey in life, and there is nothing wrong with a little turbulence along the way!

The greatest thing the world, the universe and just existence has to offer is our ability to laugh, play and have fun. Use this very unique gift to aid you on your path in life. Not to feel guilty that you're being passive or naive about things, but so you can ride a higher more finely tuned vibration in life. That kind of energy only allows more fun things, solutions and ideas to come to you because you're able to reach them in your state of bliss. 

Take care of yourself always, and allow the magic of fun and being in the moment guide your path!

April 1-7 Fairy Reading

This week is all about forgiving your past, your issues and yourself for choosing the things that you didn't really need in the long run. This is the time to let things go and move forward to better things that are more aligned to who you are as a person.

Home From Zenkaikon

 I was away at Zenkaikon, an anime convention, for 4 days (I came home on Monday) and these are my most current thoughts since.

Original Picture by Eirian-stock

Ever since I came home from Zenkaikon, a lot of different things became apparent to me. I just need to change. Change out of this old stuff that I've been holding on to for so long and stop thinking that my choices will fuck me over in the long run. I want to speak about the truth that I know for sure, something that I really hold dear to me, and that is following your dreams. Be passionate about what you want to do and do it no matter if someone is watching or not. Travel and see the world, find something different to explore and enjoy every moment. Life is not hard, but we make it that way when we choose things that we really don't need or want. When I started FYIC readings and card readings in general I wanted a quick source of income. Even though I didn't make a ton of money by any means, it gave me money to support myself and showed how my focus and dedication does work wonders. But it also showed how much I tried to work and cater to others more than myself at the end of the day. The blog content, the reading sales, the twitter and all of that was so more people can actually find me and hopefully buy from me. I do love what I do in essence, but being honest with myself, I just wanted to find a way to support myself without hating my job. FYIC readings did do that for me for a while till I started to really notice that I loved doing whatever I was doing rather than reading for people. Even though it would be fun, interesting and exciting, I would always look forward to doing something else.

This isn't a bad thing, but it really shows that my heart and passion isn't in giving people spiritual guidance. I don't want to give people guidance. I don't want to be apart of the spiritual community like I used to be, I don't want to teach people all the rules and ways of the universe. I want to teach people to follow their dreams. That is what matters to me and that is what I feel makes the world go round. I want to do things purely for myself and what I find passion in. And following your dreams is it. It just fills me with glee thinking about it. Nothing else to me matters but doing what I want at this point in life. I'm not trying to do things for other people and I surely don't want to speak about dreams for others. I want to speak about it because I am passionate about it. That's as simple as it gets.

 I want to talk because I want too. Not for money, popularity, frame, or some type of outside gain. I want to do this because I want too and I so love to do it. That is what matters to me. Everything else as far as spiritual guidance from whatever source doesn't matter to me anymore in the way it used to. I don't need it, and I surely don't want to talk about it like I thought I wanted to. I'll give that torch to so many others that love what they do in that arena.

Me, myself want to talk about dreams and how wonderful it is to have and follow them. The many gifts it shows us and the many wonderful things that stems from dreams when we do follow them. That is everything to me and I love how my own spiritual nature adheres to that ideal that I love so much. I've truly been putting my spiritual gifts in the wrong area, for the wrong reasons and for the wrong people.

I want to put up my hat and jacket in this area of my life and start anew, with something I really want. To focus on me only and no one else because people don't give me passion like dreams do and talking about them. I'm going to be the most selfish I think I've ever been and say that I refuse to cater to anyone outside myself in my endeavors from now on, especially people on the internet. It will be quite the change of pace but I can do it. Whatever extra that comes from doing what I want, will be just that, extra.

Archangel Michael on getting healthy this fall

I just did this reading today because previously when I asked Michael the best way to lose weight he suggested that I do it in the fall. So now since its fall I want to completely go back to the healthy habits that I use to do. Even though I do want to lose 20 -25 pounds I really want to eat healthy and treat my body right!

One of my favorite subjects as a kid was learning about nutrition and how the body worked. Every time I would eat something healthy I knew that my body was happy because I was feeding it right. Now with this cooler season I'm ready to shed my past bad habits and dedicate myself to health!(again) 

I decided to leave this reading unedited so it still sounds like as if Michael is talking to me. Imagine asking Michael the same question here and this is his answer to you personally. 

How to make getting healthy fun, easy, and simple to get my ideal look?

Lean on god and the angels for help 

Michael says that I have to let go of the outcome and look at the bigger picture. What do you want now that you have to wait to lose weight to get? If you want to look good you can do that with any size. Ignore the people that might think other wise and do your own thing. There is no reason why you should wait to feel good when you can have that feeling now. People don't realize that in losing weight you have to be just as proud, dedicated, and as eager to feel good as the end result. The destination is not what matters but the life style changes, the feeling, and ultimately, the way you feel. 

Prayer will help this situation 

Michael says that prayer helps for anything. Even if I don't personally do it myself. Asking the universe to help me is the same thing. Ask for help, more help then you need because you tend to stick things out unnecessarily. When times get tough and you want the road to change so you can be more on track, ask the universe to help. Ask all of us for help because that is what we are here for. Don't wait for anyone to give you permission to get what you want. Get up and get it yourself.

This is your life's purpose 

Michael says that its my purpose to myself to feel as good as I want to feel right now. The fact that I think it will come when I lost the weight I want is not the right mindset. Feel good now and the results that you want will come much more faster and fun. Since you are not waiting for a moment to bring you happiness, you already have that internal happiness that makes everything ten times better. So think of your purpose in this endeavor as a way to learn to love the journey as much as the destination.

Positive thoughts create positive results 

Create a positive outlook now before starting. Take the time to plan ahead with a clear notion that no matter what you do the fact that you feel good counts the most. Don't worry about how much weight you lost or haven't. Don't worry about debunking your own plans when you're tired. Don't worry about anything going wrong. You know what you are doing. You don't want to diet but change the way you eat for a healthier you. We all know that the healthy changes you're going for are the ones your keeping, that is fantastic!  Keep that mindset. Before you know it you will feel just as thin as when you get there. But most of all we want you to be happy and healthy. And the way you are going about it you will have more of it in no time! 

♥♥♥ Inner Child, The Divine Whisperer ♥♥♥

Manual of power for the artist

 I posted this on my craft blog and other art sites I'm on. This resulted of sick and tired of seeing so many artist disabling themselves to become the people they want to be.

Dear artists of the world,

Where do I even start? I come online everyday and more likely then not I have to hear yet another person's trails and tribulations about "being an artist". Its either in trying to find a style, trying to stay true to yourself, wanting more criticism, telling people to piss off because of criticism, trying to be popular, wanting to live off by doing what they love, and/or thousand other things.

When the rubber hits the road us artists can agree that being an artist is FUCKING HARD. God forbid if you're on the internet trying to make your way because so many of us is left behind in the dust while a select few makes their dreams come true. Tough world, eat it or get out. Don't be an artist if you can't take consist shit and bricks to your emotional face. Don't even start if you can't handle being judged by the world by what and how you draw (or other wise) because that's basically what you're doing from that moment on...

That last paragraph you just read. Is a complete lie... Everything, every single word, your mind just got blown (or not).

Being an artist is NOT HARD, YOU CAN make your own way on the internet, YOU CAN become popular. YOU CAN MAKE A LIVING BY DOING WHAT YOU LOVE. It is all possible and very achievable for anyone that wants it, but there is one thing standing in your way. Yourself and what you THINK you can and can not do aka your beliefs!

What you think and believe directs your outcome of your life as an artist and life itself.

Think about that second paragraph again. Did you agree with one or more statements, did it completely resonate with you because that's the same thing you have been going though? Well, we are about to punch every single one of those statements in the face twice, but you have to promise to have A LOT of patience with yourself because this is just the beginning. The beginning to finding your own magical world where your true artistic abilities are held and everything else that you ever wanted.

First and foremost stop what your doing, for god's sake get off the internet and bust out some lined paper and a pencil to reinvent yourself! Write down every single thing that you want as an artist and just as a person.

This is not the time to be "humble", you can be humble when your dead, if you want popularity then write it down! If you want to make a lot of money by drawing (or any craft) write it in all caps, engrave it in your mind! Write down every single thing that you want to have right now.

How do you feel about all your aspirations and dreams? Does it feel good just to write them or are you nervous because you made the greatest of sins for wanting so much? Either way, listen to your feelings because they are telling you something. Something important about yourself and how you approach the world.

Write those feelings down or just express them. Good, bad, sadness, or depression it doesn't matter just write them down. Don't just write the emotions down, write the "reason" behind the feelings. Does those feelings come from other people's opinions? Did those feelings resulted in what you were told, or what you assumed in the world? Write the whole story down, make it real again and feel those emotions again.

All those icky feelings, opinions, and beliefs you have about yourself, as an artist or just as a person is the very reason why you can't get what you want. You literally built a stone box (aka your feelings and beliefs) around you blocking you from the sunshine that you seek. You chiseled and chiseled at a small part of that wall to invite a small ray of light. Then you go to another part of the wall and try again. Sometimes it works sometimes it doesn't. But out of the "whole world" that is out there the most you get are the small rays of yellow light. Don't down your rays of light, be proud of them that you can chisel through a godly tough stone wall to get them.

But you're craving more light, more sun, and more of "what is out there" in your unique world of talent. Don't down that part either, if you want more then you are a natural non-corrupted human being. Don't let others (people around you, the media, yourself) tell you that "wanting more" is wrong. Wanting more is grabbing what you have and adding more to it, making it bigger and better then what it was before. So if you want more, say it loud and proud!

Okay, so we out lined what we do want and how we felt about it. We focused on the negative feelings and how its trapping us in this "stone box". Now its time to turn that stone box into a "glass box"! Where you can see your full potential, live in front of you. You can see your dreams literally taking shape and playing back to you like you're in a wicked movie theater. The best part of the glass box is that you don't have to chisel at it for god knows how long just to get a taste of it, you can simply tap the glass and watch the barrier fall.

Before we start, all those harsh feelings from before? Let the emotions go, write/draw/paint your negativity on a piece of paper then throw it in the trash. Tell yourself "I am no longer holding these emotions against myself, thank you for telling me what I needed to work on in myself, you are free to go!". Say it as many times as you want till you're ready to throw some positivity in your new artist self!

Take out another piece of paper and write down your dreams (shorten version if you want) and why it is possible to achieve those dreams! This might be hard for some since we were so focused on the "reality" of things but this is where you rewrite "your" reality.
Where you change your beliefs about what can and can't happen in your life. When you are writing your reasons why, make those reasons real, feel that positive energy about yourself. That is key because if you can feel it, then its real to you in some form. The realer you make it, the more achievable it is!

Make yourself feel good about your dreams and how you can easily get to them. Get that huge ego and embrace it because its telling you, you can do ANYTHING and you don't even have to work hard. When you are positive about something, you are making it real and accessible to come into your life. Things come "out the blue" when your positive, things just go smoothly, and ideas just work out when you're upbeat in mood. Where when you are negative about something the opposite happens.

That's because your beliefs and feelings are dictating what you can and can't do. "I can" means unlimited where "I can't" means limited. When you say either you are stating whether you're enabling or disenabling yourself from what you can or can not want, do, or believe.

Its all a state of mind if you can or can't do it. Open yourself to all what life and what your dreams have put together for you and ride that epic wave. Don't let others take that away from you either because "all this", the old and new found artist self was done by you. No one can change your beliefs unless you let yourself believe them.

No one can take your dreams away and no one can block you from your goals but you! Be persistent, courageous, daring, loving, and head strong with what you want as an artist. Whoever doesn't like what you're doing, tell them to simply "piss of" and don't feel sorry to stand for what you believe in.

This is "your life" take control of it and your creative destiny, never let anyone take that power away because its rightfully yours.

Peace, love, and paint brushes ~

Forgiving Yourself From The Unicorn Kingdom

Hey all! This was the card reading that I just done for myself. When I looked at my unicorn cards I knew that they wanted me to shuffle them once again. With this reading I notice that it wasn't just "about me" but for everyone that I have a connection with and anyone that will be lead here. So without further ado here is the card reading I did!

♥ Believe in Yourself ♥

This is more of a reminder that believing in yourself is key to self fulfillment and confidence. We can't ignore our inner urgings to try something new and different, sometimes we have to challenge ourselves to do things that we never done before. But when you believe that you can do them it truly makes the difference! So believe in yourself, your friends, and family so you all can reach new heights!    

♥ Exercise ♥

Exercise of any kind is great because it helps align the body, mind and soul together in perfect harmony! So take your time, do some stretching and breathing here and there so you can align your body, mind and soul together. It helps you gain insight in your toughest challenges as well as provides divine inspired action in all your goals! Go and move now!

♥ Forgive ♥

Have you personally forgiven yourself for the things that you thought you've done wrong? Have you forgiven the people that hurt you in your life? If you haven't, give yourself the pleasure and dignity to forgive everyone that you're holding hard feelings against.

 Not because its the right thing to do but you're releasing yourself from harsh and damaging energy to your soul. You can find more joy, happiness, and abundance when you let go of old, tired, negative energy.

 Take a few breathes now and breathe in joy and breathe out anger, mistrust, and hurt feelings toward yourself and anyone that ever hurt you. When you're ready you can stop and write down all the feelings you feel so you can know what's happening to your body and mind at this moment.

Its also a great time to write down all of your goals as if it was happening because of the new energy you just brought into yourself. Once you did the steps from before, release everything to the angels and unicorns. We will help you with these goals and provide stunning information that will help you further release your old energy and help bring in new energy, loving thoughts, and inspired action to your goals!

Thanks for joining us with your new energy and spirit!

The Unicorn Kingdom.  

Don't forget that I'm open to take readings, starting at only $10!

♥ Inner Child, The Divine Whisperer ♥

Prove yourself Archangel Michael

(The time that I originally started this post was around the 20th of June and since then I added to it the end of the story. The weeks and days that I talk about here takes place around the 3rd week of June)

This weekly post originally was going to be about how Archangel Michael helped me and supported me in great ways. How his presence in my life made me have great changes in myself and the way I think about the world around me. But today is different, in the last week or so I have grown to almost hate his presence around me and the angels in-general.

Okay maybe hate IS a strong word but they or just Michael have been jumping on my last nerve lately.

My mood has tumbled down a lot in the last 5 or so days. It started innocently enough, I was just annoyed over a few bad events that happened over the beginning of last week. Then of course he calls me to the cards to address my problems and at the time I didn't want to hear it. When I'm pissed off I like to be alone and be pissed off. I of course state my disgust to him and ask to him "lay off" a bit. The following days was everything BUT THAT. I got more number patterns, card callings from Michael, and pleads of "relax and not think about it" answers of my occasional "wanting answers" to my horrible mood.   

Which all lead me to what I like to call "I hate the world" mode. I literally hated everything especially the angels. I hated thinking about them and I hated the fact they were around me. I just didn't want to be bothered with them and their antics. I wanted them to crawl up the ass of whatever god they came from. Included in that whirlwind of hatred I felt confused about everything around me. My goals, feelings, and just the reason I'm alive. All I wanted to do is sleep and not wake up or take a very long vacation on the moon alone. "All I want is to be alone for a few days" I kept telling Michael but I think angels or at least him are slightly off in the head.

For whatever ever reason when I'm in my "really bad mood" the angels stick to me like glue. Thank god that spirit guides are a little more knowledgeable about human life and leave me be when I ask. After I ripped Joe's (my spirit guide) head off when I was extremely upset a few years ago I never heard from him again whenever I'm upset . Its like he's never around and I appreciate that he respect my wishes to just be alone. The angels are a different story or a least Michael. He never leaves my side and always slams his advice through the cards which stirs up my mood day after day. I try to shut him out and he just comes back like nothing happened.

 "My god do I wish that he would disappear" is all I could think of in the last few days. And at the point where I was feeling better (not thinking or doing anything but watching mindless TV), he called me to the cards only for my angry mood to be stirred up by it. From then I took action, I got the box of cards and stuffed them down some boxes so whenever I would go in my room, I wouldn't be able to be called by them.

It felt good, damn good and I wished I done it sooner. As I would go back and forth by the boxes Michael would always say "let me out" as if he was really stuck down there. We both know that if he wanted too, can create a hurricane in my room or create a miracle and give me numbers to the next big lottery. Yet he insisted that he was indeed stuck and could not get out unless "I" let him out. Even using my imagination where we usually have our conversations in a comfortable living room, the door was locked shut. Notably, when I tried to lock that door without hiding the cards Michael would just go through the door or the lock wouldn't really exist for some reason.

So with my victory at hand I went about my day but got frustrated and somewhat amused about Michael being stuck in the box. He insisted again that he could not be freed unless "I" freed him, so I decided to make a bargain with him. He had to prove to me that he was the real archangel Michael in some way. For the better half of the last 2 or so weeks his personality got more playful and kid like which I didn't mind. But I did question for a bit if I was really in contact with Michael in my less then happy week, or it was a random spirit or angel just messing with me. Though he's advice and "his" way of giving them have been consistent so my suspicions didn't fly far, but I wanted to have "fun" with him. As well as a way to keep my sanity by not letting him out the box and not feel so guilty that he was indeed "trapped" in the box. He's a powerful angel, I'm sure he can prove his "innocence" (a card that he consistently gave me through out last week) to me and it would be a piece of cake.

So I went through my day hanging out with my best friend Brandon and its been a few hours since I made that deal with Michael. Brandon was surfing the web on his lap top next to me on my desktop. He was looking at the "trending topic" tweets on Twitter and was scrolling down the page. We both looked and laughed at the random tweets when I suddenly looked up at a certain persons name and saw "Sarah Michaels". My brain exploded and thought "What the hell, he actually did it" while another part of me was "damn I have to let him out now". I thought the game was over so when I went back upstairs in my room Michael insisted that I would truly let him out the box. I didn't want to, my day have been the best in about a week and if my mood tumbled down again like it has I was going to jump out of my bedroom window.

So I decided to play hard ball and told him that the name was "Michaels" and not "Michael" so it didn't count. I'm sure he wasn't impressed with my change of heart but my crappy week was all a game to him so it was time that I returned the favor. He pleaded more to let him out that night and with my feelings of guilt building up I decided to "let up" a bit. I told him that I would let him out that morning and call it a day. He wanted to be let out that night but my sanity was at sake so I didn't entertain his request.

So that next morning arrived and of course Michael was ready to be let out of the horrible box of infinite terror. I was hungry and dehydrated so I told him "after I get something to eat" then went to the kitchen. I ate and I think spent some time on the computer then went back upstairs to my room. I didn't hear his mouth this time as I sat on the side of the bed to take off my slippers when I saw a corner of a card under my bed. It was one of his cards and I thought "Gezz I must of missed that card that jumped out of the deck".

I pick the card up and turned it face up to read "SENSE OF HUMOR" plastered on the top of it.

My mind couldn't take the irony or the fact that he placed that card conveniently on the side of my bed so I could of course pick it up and read it. I never saw that card there before and I tend to sit on the side of the bed a lot. He somehow manifested that card that I KNEW I had in the deck and placed it right there for his "keys of freedom" and his amusement. I of course in my shock wake up Brandon with my ranting and raving. As soon as I saw the card I threw it down, stuffed my hand in the box and threw the deck cards on the ground.

"You win Michael, you win... I can't mess with that" is what I said after I let the event soak in my mind for the better part of the hour and took a run through of the deck to find my "sense of humor" card missing. He indeed proved to me that he was the real deal and that he had a funny bone the size of Texas. It also helped me break out of my "I hate the world" mode and my resentment towards the angels (I will admit Brandon can take the prize for my bad mood buster). Yes, they like to have fun but its not funny when I feel like my world is crashing around me. I hope that he took note of my moody patterns throughout last week.   

Since that day however me and my relationship with Michael have gotten better. My spirit guide Joe has kindly relayed the message to him of how I like to be "alone" in my very upset mood this morning. The first time today when I was called to the cards I felt a "sorry" in them and a wanting to start over (something that I wanted for a few days now!). I drew the cards and he told me that Joe informed him about my ways and that he wanted to start over again. He looked and felt sorry in my imagination something I was really surprised about when everything was one big joke before.

 I was more then willing to forgive him (since I wasn't in a horrible mood) and wanted him to know that I don't mind his childish nature but to "leave me the hell alone" next time I'm pissed off. He hugged me, agreed and told me that he was "leaving". Of course I didn't want him to leave since I was finally friendly with him again but I didn't want to stop him from doing anything that he needed to do. Joe reassured me that he wasn't really "leaving" and was going to come back, and like magic he did! He came back in a less childish personality and a more familiar serious tone.

I wanted to do a card reading with him to "finalize" this starting over ritual and the cards I drew were stunning!

♥ New beginnings and a fresh Start

♥ A favorable outcome

♥ God is in charge

♥ Positive thoughts create positive results

In what feels like forever I completely and utterly agreed in what the he had to say in the cards! He told me that even angels can make mistakes and this will only make our relationship stronger which I'm more then willing to accept. This wasn't the first time I had rough tides with my spirit helpers so I more then knew that this was only the beginning of an awesome partnership. I'm just glad that Michael was so eager to state his mistakes and do all he can to fix them as I followed suit. Even though he might not get offended like a person would, I should be more polite and respectful to him and not tell him to "fuck off" and other offending statements, but I will admit that when I'm taken over the edge I hold no punches.

Though he knew as well as myself that in my heart of hearts I admire and love him to death. Though I always thought my relationship with the divine was rather "odd" then the typical stories that I'm used to hearing. You wouldn't think that angels or archangel Michael at that could piss a person off or be down right annoying but they can. I should be rather blessed that the angels show such sides to me then feel like I've been cursed sometimes.

Right now my bad week and mood has passed and all I want to do is to talk to the angels about everything. I never want to have ill feelings about them or even say that they have their "downfalls" with being in contact with them. I however will state that even in my anger and resentment towards Michael he truly DID stay by my side even when I wanted him to disappear forever. He was willing to further put his head on the chopping block in hopes that I can get a glimpse of the light and humor he was trying to shine on me. He was very consistent on that note and only a true angel would be willing to be hated just to try to make a person feel better, especially me.

♥ Inner Child, The Divine Whisperer ♥ ( Testing out new titles, I seem to have a slight attachment to this one )

Ask The Angels For Anything!

Since I started doing the card readings I have been increasingly wanting to do more with my abilities with the divine. For all my life I've always keep my psychic and paranormal experiences to myself every since I started learning the psychic arts 10 years ago. However, I felt that it was time to throw that secret part of my life out of the shadows. I love reading my oracle cards, talking to my guides, and angels since I've started channeling 3 years ago. Life did get more complex in many ways, but I can't deny that I love having to talk to my divine guardians and helping others hear there own guides.

So now I'm very close to making this apart of my "career" and with my best friend around me a lot I thought it I should tell him first. I had this worry for some time, for months even but the weeks that came before I told him was bad. I thought and thought about the perfect way to tell him and to pretty much blast through this hump. Nothing seemed like a good idea and I was just ruining my days worrying about it. Then AAM (archangel Michael)  urge me to read his cards and reassured me that the angels was putting together the perfect and safe way to tell him. He told me to stop worrying and just ask for the angels help for anything I needed.

This was something I was learning to do since I'm very self reliant in the first place. But Michael has proved to me time and time again that he was very trust worthy and his guidance is accurate. So I put my faith in him and the angels that a solution was coming.

It was about a week or so before anything happened. On May 26th it was like any other morning but I was feeling a bit like a flat tire. So I decided to join chat at my favorite Law of Attraction forum to help cheer myself up. It was odd that everyone there wasn't feeling their best either but it was nice just to be among friends. Then a new friend of mine started a private chat with me where we had a great deep conversation about our experience with the angels. When the conversation started happening I was a bit surprised because it seemly came out the blue and didn't know what to think of it at first.

As the conversation deepen I explained to her my situation and everything that was revolving around it. She gave me nothing but kind and loving support! Even though I was a bit hesitant telling her at first I did feel safe that it was between close friends. I had a lot of self doubt about things and was trying to make my way through those troubles as well, but she kindly assured me that I could do anything I put my mind too. She was the very voice and words that I needed to hear. As she supported me in all my efforts and dreams I gave the same to her, I wouldn't want nothing more then anyone's dreams to come true and I felt very indebted to her. The whole conversation lasted for hours leaving me a very special feeling that everything was okay and that I could tell my old friend anything.

I knew that this was the angel's way of breaking down the internal walls that kept me from telling my old friend anything. A way that I would feel safe and content with my decision to tell him. After the conversation I had with my new close friend I was hoping that my old friend would show up online but I didn't see him anywhere. I knew that the angels had everything under control so I didn't worry about it and went about my day.

Later around 9PM I got up from a less them soothing nap. It was quite warm and humid that week so my comfort in sleep was hit hard. I came down stairs on the computer to simply browse the internet. As I was checking my accounts I had this intense urge from the angels to do an angel reading live stream (the one I did a few posts back). I had that idea for some time but didn't know when I should go about it so I just kept it in the back of my mind for the future. I didn't even make a live stream account for my angel readings so I thought "What the hell could they be up too?". I couldn't do much browsing afterwards because the feeling was strong and they wouldn't stop pestering me so I caved and made all the preparations to do the angel reading live stream.

I was about 3/4 through the live stream and the turn out was quite good! I linked the live stream to the LOA forum so I had the pleasure of meeting and doing readings for my fellow forum members. I could feel the angels around me for each reading and card. I could feel them, see them flying, waving wings, and limbs as black fleeting shadows in the corner of my eyes, I even saw "white" shadows, something I never seen before! The energy was great and I felt on top of the world when my old friend came online. I haven't seen him in days either so what perfect timing! I linked him to the live stream as I went about all the presences I was feeling around me, something I never told him about. I was hesitant but I couldn't stop now, I was having too much fun and the angels where having a ball too.

So I went about the live stream and did everyone's readings. It was just me, my old friend, and Digital Drifter. I was answering DD's questions explaining to him how I got started with the cards and such. He was really interested in the cards and even told me that "he was glad that I was so open with my interest in the occult". My jaw dropped because one of my fears that people wouldn't understand what I did but here's a person that was glad to see me be so open with it. Later in the conversation I found out that DD was my old friend's buddy! I was even more shocked because I thought he was from the forum. He was interested in getting another reading and we arranged a face to face meet up.

We said our good byes at the live stream chat and my old friend instant messaged me via Gmail. He told me how cool the live stream was such while I was getting ready to tell him about my abilities. Even though I was very nervous I was 100% sure that no matter what response I got I was more then okay, I didn't think my world was going to end or be flipped upside down. So I told him about my guide "Joe" that I used to joke about and my channeling of him plus my experiences. He was really excited, pleased, and even wondered why I kept my experiences from him! We had a great deep conversation that lasted into the morning.

That morning I couldn't believe the very events that lead me to where "I" wanted to be in my life since I struggled about my spiritual life for months. The angels were right and made the perfect way for me to tell my friend about my spiritual nature. Not only that but to get closer to another new friend and find someone else that was very interested in my work!

 That time after I did the reading for Digital Drifter face to face that went extremely well. I introduced my old friend's guide "George" to him and even tried a whole new kind of reading for my old buddy. I guess you can it a "psychic reading" since I didn't use the cards and just connected to my old friends energy. I used his guide George and my intuition to get the answers to my old friend's question. Even the psychic reading went way better then I expected and I can't wait to expand on that as well!

Even though its hard to be more open with my psychic and spiritual side I'm letting it happen naturally. I'm very excited for the work I'm ready to open the world to, so I should be proud to say exactly what I do when people ask! I'm an intuitive, psychic, card reader, clairvoyant, mystic, occultist, angel whisperer or whatever title that fits since I'm not really sure myself. Although I LOVE the title "Angel Whisperer" I might actually keep that!

Overall what "I" want people to gain from this is that you CAN ask your angels for ANYTHING, no matter how big or small. Just ask in anyway you want, out loud, writing, singing, dancing, it doesn't matter but you HAVE to ask. They can't help you if you don't give them the green light to help you. Then TRUST them that they heard you and doing all they can to put together the perfect solution for you. Last but not least LISTEN to your intuition! It could be through your gut, repetitive thoughts, sudden ideas, or even a sense of urgency to do something like I got. Go forward with your hunch and see what happens! They are quite crafty so I'm pretty sure they could make your wildest dreams happen. :)

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♥♥♥ Inner Child The Angel Whisperer ♥♥♥  ;)