March 18-24 Ascended Masters Reading

It's time to get real and honest with ourselves. We've been uncomfortable in our own skin trying to draw wisdom from other people and concepts to define us. Unfortunately, that doesn't work when we're entering a world of true authenticity so it's time to GET REAL with yourself. Accept yourself as who you are and your real wisdom will shine from the inside!

You Are Beautiful

How beautiful are you? 

Do you know you're beautiful?

The Twin Flame Dream chronicles: Life Overhaul

 Since meeting Korea (the pet name I've given my twin), I've changed gears about my life and whole heartedly decided to completely overhaul it. I want to be thin and even more healthy so I've been doing my belly dancing exercises 5 times a week. I'm normally a bit lazy with it because I get bored easily, but this go round I have a new resolve and I know why I'm doing it! When I first started, I was so excited to do it, and even on week 3 I still have the drive to get up from being exhausted to do it, something I can't say I was willing to do before! I feel the difference in my body and can't wait to get stronger and leaner because of it.

To my surprise I want to fully embody my girly side. I've always had a tomboy look and style with maybe a few dashes of girlyness once in a blue moon. Black, baggy t-shirts, pants, and a pony tail or a bun is basically what you'll normally see me in. If was "dressing up" you'll probably see me in a punk/gothic/rave getup which to this day I still love. But for a while, I wanted to wear more colors, lace, and just girler things.

 Even though I don't look it, I have a huge love for all pink and cute things. I want to show that side more so that I can express myself in more ways then the "dark/scary/I don't get a shit" side of life! Sometimes, I want to be loud and stand out in a bright and colorful way since I love being different no matter what I'm doing. I've also grown an appreciation for mainstream fashion which I couldn't care or less before, I'm still not "into it" but I see pieces that I would love to own! I even want to try my hand (or feet) at wearing heels, something that I used to despise as a teenager. Overall, I want a new wardrobe and get rid of the very old clothes that still plagues my drawers. I'll always have my punk/goth/raver style but I want to expand my everyday style a lot further. I want to look dynamic inside and out!

On the girler note, I want to actually do something with my long hair. Being African American, I was blessed greatly with long hair that everyone would always comment on. I never really cared to do anything with it for the longest time till maybe a few years back. But now, I really want to learn how to do some hair styles, particularly the hair styles out of my Japanese magazines. Their hair styles are always so damn cute! That and I want to learn how to take care of it better then brushing and combing it everyday haha! I was even thinking of getting it dyed and having bangs but I might have to think about that more.

I'm so old school that I live by the phrase "If it's not broke, don't fix it" haha. If however I didn't have to worry about the cons of dyeing my hair, I would want a light pink, or a brown-red color. Something that's catching to the eye. I just don't want to have too much maintenance with my hair. I'm a pretty simply girl so I don't want to constantly go back to fix the roots and stuff like that. So yeah we'll see about all that.

There are a couple of other things that I want to do like whiten my teeth, find more ways to make my skin clear, try my hand at simple make-up and stuff like that, but overall the reason why I want to do all this for myself is so that I can finally look like the person that I feel I am! There is nothing wrong with me now, but a lot of what I'm currently still doing is pretty much in the past, old or doesn't resonate with me anymore.

At the same time, being and looking my best can only bring greater things to me including my twin flame. Whenever we do physically meet, I want him to see me as I see myself, the very best person in the world! Confident, sweet, radiant, beautiful, giving and just so much more. It's my duty to myself to love and cherish myself with unconditional love; putting my very best effort to make myself shine shows how much I care about my body, inside and out!

Now, I want to come out of my shell more and really show what I'm made of. I'm beautiful now with a beautiful personality, but now it's time to really put forth the effort to take care of the body that I came in with. Make it shine, radiant and healthy! Hell, I want to show it off too on the beach and anywhere I go because I'm so proud of it and my effort!

This is just the beginning of my life overhaul journey but I can say that it's starting off quite well!

Thank you all for reading and I hope it inspires you to become your best self!

Love All of You!

It's so important to show and express love to yourself. I see this horrible theme that the "ego" is holding you back, leading you to disaster and destruction in your life. That it has to be transcended, erased and surmounted. 

This is the WORNG way to treat yourself. Know that every part of you, even the parts that you DON'T like is very much as apart of you as the good parts. The "ego" isn't something to get rid of, it's to be cherished and loved because it's TELLING you something. If you feel jealous, sad, or angry the best thing that can happen is your inner voice, child, or ego to sit up and say something about it. Of course your ego aka YOU will blame your own problems on outside circumstances (consciously or subconsciously) but the best part of that is the acknowledgment.

You can't change what you don't knowledge!

That is the very moment you go inside and start speaking to your inner most self, revealing the way you feel in its complete rawest form. Honestly is everything. Once you dig up more and more emotion, pain, and inner turmoil it will become clearer that you created your own unhappiness even if it stemmed from others treating you unfairly. It's about revealing your most true self that isn't always a sugar coated being. It can be hurt, scared and most of all malnurtured. The more we ignore are inner most issues the more we create them, leading us to use escapism methods through everything we do (spiritually especially) to keep us from the pain and embarrassment of our true feelings.

Give yourself compassion for all you have and have not done. It's okay to not be perfect, to not compare to your own or someone else's standards. To feel inadequate or not good enough, selfish, or letting yourself or other people down. It really is okay because no one is perfect, and you know what? It is the perfect time to shout to the world that you're not perfect and let those raw emotions go. From there you will find that you were pure from the start, you just left things unchecked.

We all suffer from not being a perfect being and that is okay.

 It's so important to have a quality of self than to have a "sunny disposition" about things, to have an unyielding steam of abundance, to be "happy" all the time, or to have everything you ever wanted. Your possessions can be taken away at any given moment, but your sense of self can not. If you see yourself through all that you have gained material wise, you are more then likely trying to accommodate for the lack in yourself. And that is the hardest thing for a person to admit, especially for a person that is highly determined and has high ideals. 

 As awesome as it is to be positive, happy and be on cloud nine everyday we all have to realize that we all hold different hues of our emotions and spirit. And when you shut one down in anyway, you are shutting yourself down and dimming your own inner light, wisdom and sensitivity that tells you what is wrong. You literally dig up more dirt on the issues that haunt you most, keeping them quiet so you don't have to deal with them.

So show love and compassion to yourself, to ALL of yourself. That will help melt the cold ice that we created to numb the pain and suffering of our lives. Our inner child, negative emotions, feelings, and voice may seem like they are vocalizing the badness of the human psyche, but they are really saying how you truly feel inside. Our hurt, pain, broken promises and suffering is simply a piece of ourselves that we refused to communicate with and withdrawn our warmth too.

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I've been doing a lot of inner work in the last few days and I can tell you this was my experience, I'll go into detail about it on a later date, but I felt an urgency to speak up and speak out for anyone that feels truly lost. If you feel like nothing works in your life, it might not be the things you are doing, but the issues that you haven't resolved in yourself that created a harsh world for you to overcome before you're worthy of true success.

♥♥♥ Inner Child, The Divine Whisperer ♥♥♥

How I Found My Divine Purpose

Finally, after months and months of thinking about it and planning it, I'm finally going to start posting some much needed information about "lightworkers".

Originally, I wanted to exclusively post articles related to being a crystal child adult. Since I was guided that I was one myself, less then a year ago, I figured I should share some much needed tips on living a more peaceful life as one. Life has been more and more intense for me in the last 3-4 years, so the least I can do is to show people a better way to be if they are on the same path.

However, my calling wasn't solely for crystal children, but all children, of all kinds, children of the mass universe. On that day, since knowing I was a leader and guardian of the crystal children (I will post about it), my divine nature only got more vast then I could imagine. I won't get into details because quite honestly I'm still weary about telling others. It all seems so out of the box (more then I'm use too which is really saying something) that I'm not sure what other people will think, though that shouldn't be a concern of mine. It doesn't make my journey or path any less real, in fact the things that I was shown couldn't be realer. Everything fits so perfectly with the line of events that happened to me from years ago or just in my whole life in general, I would be a fool to not believe it 100%.

Its just that I want to know more, I've been given some great key elements to who I really am. Which only leads to more questions and to want to know the "whole thing", but I know they show me these things when it's the right time, so I have to be patient.

With that said, I know my divine purpose or at least, one of many. I feel like I will have quite the active life ahead of me, and I'm not even done with the "start up course". Of course, I'm not the most patient person in the world when it comes to my path, so I want my life to "really get started". I want to do big things, so its frustrating just trying to get your angel card business off the ground, when you feel like you have so much more to do and offer to the world. I love doing the angel readings but I want to do 1000 more things along with it, but it will come in time.

Getting back to my original subject, my divine purpose is one of many. I never truly "figured it out" till last week or so, since I've been shown many things. A lot happened to lead up to that moment which are private, but it once again it opened up my bleeding heart about how much I want to help people, more so lightworkers.

Giving some back-story, so you all can understand, I never really considered myself a "people person", in fact I'm not a people person. I could really care or less about being sociable to most of the population since I'm naturally a loner. Despite that, I always shown great concern to people and friends online that have personal problems. I honestly don't know where it comes from, because I'm never like that towards people offline. Somehow, I just have that tick about me, that goes to the rescue when people need to hear the truth.

 I can say I enjoy it, because I DO want to see people happy and not in struggle. It's almost like I have that magical answer to their problems that they don't know about, so I'm doing a great service just telling them about it haha (Not the mindset I truly have but more or less the unconscious "drive" behind the motive).

So with that, I'm not a people lover but I have an uncanny desire to help when I see someone in need. Now, increase that scenario 100x over, I'm greatly sensitive others emotions, so that means I feel what they feel. That struggle, that pain and just that need to be truly supported. Then mix that with my own desires to help which is heighten on its own, a very combustible mix, it always leaves me in tears, sadness and a deep burning desire to do something about it.

That's what happened a few weeks ago with a good friend of mine, and it made me quite angry at the world that people like us, "lightworkers", are not fully supported. I know there are support groups out there but I want something more, a lot more. I wanted to do something about it to fix this epidemic that I felt was happening for sometime now. All that light and love, the golden age, things are changing for the better hoopla that everyone is so excited to share, doesn't mean shit if no one is doing the work to get us there, even more so, are even happy with themselves or their lives.

 I don't want to sound like a negative minded person but I honestly feel like if we don't do something "now" to fix it, we'll be crawling to the finished line. I don't think the world is going to blow up or anything like that, but I have a severe urgency about this. If no one is dong the work they came here to do, or even out of commission because they never learned about who they are, how can we expect things to change? I don't want to kill anyone's dreams about a better future but it's really crunch time if we want this to work.

These were the basic feelings that swam in me that early morning last week. Something needs to be done, and as I thought about it, I had this odd feeling in my stomach that this was what I was meant to do. I can't explain the feeling but it was dead on. So as I thought about it, all the crazy events, messages, synchronicities, dreams, symbols and feelings started coming together in a cohesive matter almost instantly! All the pieces I've been shown is now coming together in a bigger picture that I completely understood. I felt good that morning, to tears even. For once in my life I got the answer I was truly seeking for years, my divine purpose. ( just saw 555 on my clock how cool is that?)

As excited as I was, this is only the beginning. My guides have always said that what I'm doing now, the angel readings, is the "kiddy version" of what I really came here to do, so I know that learning my purpose was the easy part, I now have to start it.

Thus this post was made, to get you guys up to date with the new line of blog posts I will be doing! Everything lightworkers, sensitive people, crystal children, star people and the like. It's our job to go after our dreams but we have be more spiritually supported to do so as well, something that I'm willing to do, something I was born to do! ;)

Till next time! 

♥♥♥ Inner Child, The Divine Whisperer ♥♥♥

Don't forget you can get a free love angel reading this Saturday! 

Why Change is Good

♥ A message from the unicorns and myself ♥

This started a few years back. I was only 18 and was at a cross road on what to do with my life. I always wanted to be a game designer or something of that nature because of my love for videos games, design and art. At the same time, in my heart of hearts I had something else pulling at my soul, being humble in maintaining my life through a self made business. A way that I can work with my hands, be happy and make others happy too. Its was hard to think of this as a career choice because I learned that it was hard to accomplish, and that I had no clue where to start. But over a matter of thinking and believing in the law of attraction I figured it was worth my life to achieve something that I truly wanted.

Since then things have happened to help support my efforts in my dream of a self made business. I named this new company of mine "The Candy Sanctuary" (the link takes you to the blog) and its been my heart and soul for many years. Everything I did was solely for that one purpose, to see it prosper and to see myself as a self made success. Yet things have been going against my favor for I have gotten caught up in many many opinions over the years. Not to say that everything I did was wrong or that it wasn't meant to be but my heart and brain wasn't in sync. My brain wanted to be the most hippest, different, and cutting edge "clay sweets and kawaii" company of its kind. I fell into the trap of following what I see to steer me into a place where only my heart could take me.

You see, even though I wanted to be the above mentioned things a big part of me just wanted that simple aesthetic of being myself. However my brain told me that I had to fit into certain roles to achieve success like the other crafters I was seeing. I had to have a certain "look" and "feel" that will attract my target market. I also had to think about cheaper prices then I wanted to be paid for because of the economy. All these things and more truly dug into my skin and made the back bone that I relied on to succeed.

In the recent year I woke up a bit to what I was doing and decided to change my style. I made it more "me" but kept in mind what my company was about. I have gotten into communities that did the same things as me and I learned from that also. I learned to be a little more truer to myself but things were still missing, things still needed to change, and I was still holding on the same basic handles of "reality".

 The biggest mistake I made in this was being overly personal with my "brand" and "identity". I was like a mother that wouldn't let her child roam free with the other kids. I kept my brand close to me and didn't do anything that might meant failure or a "rocking of the boat" sort of speak. I felt that this was my very blood and flesh, I didn't want to do anything to tarnish its name because it will directly reflect on me. When I made social accounts for TCS like twitter and facebook I didn't do anything out the box. I wanted to go by my own rules and not do anything that I felt like was "trying to hard". I didn't want to seem like a flake and over advertise my brand as well. It all was something in truth that I was deathly afraid of.

I didn't want to fail in someway, I didn't want people to think ill of me or my products, I didn't want to seem like someone that wanted something so bad. So bad that I would run over other people to get it.

This is just my wake up call that its okay to be outwardly passionate about my crafts. Not just show them to other people but to want to get paid for them. To be a true business and to be true on behalf of my heart, to really strive and take "risks" to get there. I made this journey way harder then it had to be because of me wanting something so bad but not going far enough to get there. I also still relied on the handle bars of reality to make me a success where only my true unlimited self can take me. I know this now and its yet again, time for change.

When I say change, I want to start over again and to build The Candy Sanctuary from the ground up again. Instead of changing the shell I'm changing the concept, the soul of it into something that was "me" from the beginning to end. No exceptions, no outside opinions, no compromises for anything or anyone. I'm making this into something I truly love because I know that I will be loved for being true to myself and my beliefs in life. I have to lead so others can see what "being your truth" means. Not disregarding other people but having enough faith in yourself that your not looking for the answers outside of your heart. You must spread your own wings and fly to your true destiny because that is the only way to get there.

Other people's wings won't work for you, those wings isn't your true desire. :)

Unless you want to wonder why things don't work for you no matter how hard you try.

So now I want to personally ask the unicorns about change and why its so important, since they told me my decision of my change was a great idea. (In fact that reading was the very reason I started this article haha)

The cards that I drew was:

♥ Let Go of stress!

♥ Best Friends

♥ Decide

So here is the unicorns perception of change:

The reason why we say that change is so good because it is happening in everyday life. Everything changes everyday, even your body changes every second of every minute. If you're feeling bored, angry, or sad, you need change. A change in thoughts and a change of feelings.

Change is what keeps us moving forward even if it's as sacred as a person's dream. The very first desire that you wanted to achieve maybe very different from the one you get to, simply because you changed. Something didn't work or something better came along and you changed your desire into something better.

Don't not be afraid of change, its a welcoming force that wants to take you in every moment of its moment. It guides us to make better decisions, it challenge us to see the truth and it makes us into the people that we are now.

If your afraid of change of any kind tell the unicorn kingdom that you need help. We are always there for everyone that need a change of any kind. If you want to move then this is your wake up call that its okay to want that and change.

Change is good, change is required and is open to everyone that wants it. If you resist the changes in your life yes, things will get very difficult and more unpleasant but with an open mind you can make these changes in your life work for you and anyone that you want to see as a success.

Trust us, we had to change too and it was the best decision that we all chose to make. Be strong all of you because a lot of change have been happening, take our hands (or hooves) and you will be guided into your own utopia through change.

Take care and lots of love,

                                    The unicorn kingdom